Tuesday, February 21, 2006

   HEY!!!
HEY!!! Expect a longer post later today! I am only checking on you all! LOVE YOU!!! more in a few hours.
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Friday, February 17, 2006

   wha....?
Hello everyone. Sorry, I haven't been on lately. Well It doesn't matter because no one comes here. I feel like everyone hates me, for some reason I can't...well I have to go! See ya!
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

adopt your own virtual pet!

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Thursday, February 9, 2006

adopt your own virtual pet!

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   Sorry
I am so sorry I haven't been on in so long! How are my little muffincakes? Sorry I am kinda happy. Well, loads have been happening lately. But really all I want to do is forgett any of it aever happened. For instance I dumped my boyfriend breifly, and got back with him in a week. The reason why, and what I did during that period, is and may always be a mystery. (to you all anyways).

Sigh... Not to sound Emo or anything, but my life sucks royally. I hate people and they have been troublesome lately. !!!FLASHBACK!!!~~eight year old me standing quietly in a dim room.Uncertain about something. Bursts into tears. The rest is repressed sorry.!!!BAM BAKC IN REAL WORLD!!!

Oooooo-kay...Well my cat has been fine. I haven't been able to see many animes lately. I have read some manga, but not really. There is a constant threat of haveing no rights whatso ever, and being turned into Cinderella for the three years and 39 days of my life with MOM. (Wishes there was a font button to turn 'MOM' into creepier text.) Not to mention that lamo-asshole-son of a bitch-mother fucking-faggoty maggot of a man-Danny. My moms boyfriend. It is his reason I hate people and everything about my life. It's his fault I hate crying, why I don't have a decent house, why I can't trust anyone, why I 'm so paranoid, why I am so...Wow, I bet I pailed a few faces with that sudden strream of curses.

*Coughs and represses* Well...Anyone for a good killing? Eh? Nobody?

I miss you all talking to me so comment or I shall post very sad things next time.
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Monday, January 16, 2006

   Explanation!
I shall write tid bits of my life now, sad as they may be. Ending I will write a srandom yet funny thing to take your mind off my depressing life. Last post, me crying at age 11, where I decided I would never marry, and I ended with cheese. You can't go wrong with cheese!
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   Lengthy Post About Nothing!
Okay, when last I posted I mentioned PASS. Positive Active School Suspension-or something like that... well If I had got caught there I would have got it. Today I am stationed at the library! Books everywhere! WEEEEE!!!

A few posts lately have been Emoish, and I am sorry about that! I have been really emo lately...My life sucks really bad but I don't normally spout on and on about it, so I'll make it quick and painless! I thought Dylan was cheating on me but he wasn't-turns out I thought that because I was unable to cope with the fact that someone may like me for me, and not just because they would settle for anyone-My friend who I am in love with though no one seems to care is drifting slowly from my mind so that I hate everyone no matter how much I thought I didn't- I want to kill santa suddenly because he stopped comeing to my house when I was 7, right after my parent s divorce- I had a homicidal thought while looking into a church, knowing if I ever walk down the ile thing that I will end up poisening my lover in his or her sleep- I hate myself and all who are forced to be around me-self mental abuse is my only way of not going entirely crazy and stabbing someone with a pen- I like to stab things with pens !

Okay longer than I thought!

Well...let me paint you a picture....~(Wavy flash back lines)~~~~ 11 year old Bloody, crying in the woods, lost and bloody-as her name sake- she is covered in blood and cuts and bruises. She screams as the salt in her tears hit the cuts in her face. She can hear her mother screaming. She stops crying BAM CHEESE APPEARS!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
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Friday, January 13, 2006

   Sneaky me!
I have to be sneaky with my posts! (Looks around ducks)They have outlawed Myotaku in school! I could get pass but I love you all so much! tell more later teacher coming!
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Thursday, January 12, 2006

   I am not so happy as yesterday...
Yesterday I was happy but today I am very sad. I realized today that everytime I love a guy so much, they are always ripped away from me.This morning I went to tell Ashley M. to stay away from my boyfriend. Later her and one of her friends cornered me and she started crying, saying he was flirting with her, and forcing her to flirt back, she said he was touching her.....well I don't believe it, but I have zero self asteem so........maybe he was......I don't see why anyone would like me anyhow.....well goodbye.(Sorry so sad, promises to make up for it)
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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

   I am accutaly kinda happy this time!
I am kinda happy today, so I'll have no rainbows! Weee! I got a letter from my girlfriend Kristele, at New Leaf Accademy! I have heard from her only twice in the last year, but I still love her! And also today I had breakfast! And after school I get to go to My boyfriends(Dylan) house!Yeah!
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