Tuesday, January 10, 2006

   Happy!
I promised a happy post, now let me blow a rainbow and sunshine up your ass!!!(is really mad!)
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Monday, January 9, 2006

   At school again!
The only way to post is school computers!I am glad you all visit me! Last night I had to clean an entire fridge by myself! I smell like bleach today, and my voice hurts. I had a fight with my mom about my little brother...and other things....I'd rather not talk about it but I feel like I am talking to myself. After I had the fridge cleaned, I found a towel and went into my bathroom. The tub filled with about 4 inches of water and then got really cold, so I only had around 4 inches with wich to rinse my skin of the bleachy acid. After submerging my arm (the only part that would be covered with water)I realized how many cuts I had filled with bleach....Ouch. Once I had rinsed my hair, I got out and had to get fire wood... in my PJs. Well, really just a hoody (my night gown), and Got jumped on by my dog, Sarge. miserably enough I made a fire ( smile and screams FIRE!!!) I played with it then went to bed dirty, and covered with ash and bark. (Itchy!!)......Then I woke up and got dressed. I came to school and faced my boyfriend nervously. (What goes on in the van, stays in the van...). My other friend just got dumped and was quite cheerful. In my head last night as I scrubbed the mold from the door, I ranted to myself.

I am a neglected little depressing nerd. My mom doesn't care what happens to me, and my friends all ignore me. If I brought up how I feel about anything they shrug and consider it another stupid little thing. Lexi says something hardly sad and gets many hugs, as people listen to her every word. I do believe she will be reading this so I'll say it... I think I am nothing. I can't stand life, much less the people in it. I am nothinhg to anyone, and I don't care how many people say I am a heartless bitch, because if I didn't have a heart it wouldn't hurt so much.

Well sorry for being so down... I promise two happy entries to make up for it! Gotta go bye!
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Friday, January 6, 2006

   School!!!!
Back to school! I am in class now and sneaking online! Hi my friends! My best friend was just dumped by my other best friend! So teen drama! Well I am still my depressing scary self so rest assured! Shout out to anybody09, Blood Rain, Devil boy,and Metal Paw! I think it's almost lunch! No I was wrong. Edgar Allen Poe kicks so much ass!!! I will try to get to my site everyday. Sign the guest book or else! My cat caught a bird the other day! More later almost got caught!
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Wednesday, January 4, 2006

   Wow
Wow no one likes me. Sign my geust book! I wish someone would say hi at least! You sign mine I'll sign yours! I am so alone. The person I like...Do you think she thinks I am crazy? ...Angel Vampires..... Oh yeah! hey I am going to see if I can fly! Ready!? (jumps off chair-twists ankle) Well thats a no. Wish I had wings...stares off drooling....I need some blood, I feel week and a little parched, see yeh!
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

   All about me!
I am 14, and I live in my head. I love to read. Therefore Read or Die is my favorite anime, (and I think Yumiko is hot) I am bi but I don't like people to act like thats an abnormality, so lay off. My first anime was Sailor Moon, as I am sure was most of ours, and then Inuyasha. I love to Private Message and Instant Messageing is the best thing in the world. I had a bad childhood so leave it at that. I also believe I might be the spawn of evil. Oh yeah, I have contacts o\all over the world, like in Japan and Germany. The world was supposed to end about 5 days ago, but -someone- had a problem with there weapon of mass distruction, we shall not name names. (Points finger at Canada) Well I must go now so sign my geust book or- well okay I won't hurt you but I shall be very sad.
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