myOtaku.com: Bloody Beauty

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-03-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• Ha-Ha -you wish
Member Since
• 2005-12-21
Occupation
• I like to think I am a writer.
Real Name
• You may only call me Bloody.

Personal

Achievements
• My achievements include scaring the snot out of goodie-goodie cheerleaders on a daily bases, becomeing trailor trash(behind a bar is my humble abode), and being mostly mysterious to everyone I come in contact with.
Anime Fan Since
• About......1st grade.
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist, Eerie Queerie, Inuyasha, Ranma 1/2, Maison Ikkoku, Read or Die( Goals
• To live through my childhood, and not become a mom. (get that special person to start likeing me-Not that I obses over a guy, it's a girl!)
Hobbies
• Writing Reading, plotting the end of the world with contacts all over the world.
Talents
• Good with guns, and explosives.

myOtaku.com: Bloody Beauty

Thursday, February 1, 2007

Oh God I Am So Stupid
I hate this. I really hate this. All of it. My whole life is just a spiraling black cloud that destroys all the goodness in people.
Oh where to start....lets see last time I talked about nothing really.
I have to tell you all I am a horrible person. The drugs are settling down, but the scummy bastards I blow are getting ruder. People make fun of me about being a whore, but they think they are just kidding. I mean, the Dylan thing is getting to an unstable point. DOn't get me wrong, I wouldn't end it for the world, but...I just wish I didn;t feel so cheap. And Charles. My sweet best friend. He would never treat me so casualy. Of course me and him aren't f*cking, but I sure wouldn't mind someone who genualy cared a sh*t about me. I don't know though. Danny-moms boyfriend- has been getting really...he has been abusive lately. I can handle it sometimes, sometimes, I feel like a total stupid whore. The other day, he grabbed my ass, and I slapped him of course. He threw me against the wall! He choked me, and then he...shit, I'm crying again. And school was cancled for snow, and mom is out for work tommorrow. Stuck here with him. I don't want him touching me again. Never again. I can't take it.
Everyone takes atvantage of what I give. And if I don't give, they take. SO I should just break away from everyone else. I should die. It would solve alot for me. Mom doesn't care, and no one else truely cares. Unless it means I can't suck their c*ck. Is that really all I am? A pair of tits, and a young p*ssy? Oh wait no, I am more. A mouth too. SHit. I have to go.
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