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Monday, July 10, 2006


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I am feeling kind of down, and no one listens to me when I need them too. I always tell them that I have no feelings, and I really wish I didn't. But I do.
I wonder if they care enough to ever read this...but either way I feel kind of down today. I talked to Dylan.. He is broken up with Shelby, and has been. Sorry bout the earlier comments Dylan. Other than that, and the Anthony blurt I regret nothing. I don't need to scream I love anthony. He is an okay guy, and seems like he could care, just being emo for a while...
My life sucks. And if a single person says I am emo, I will skin them alive.
Unless you know what my life has been don't say a fucking word. (If I get angry I wont be depressed)
Beatings, drugs, alchohol, the classic life of a bad kid. Even got the sex pred moms boyfriend. Nothing happened. If you even ask, I will rip out an eyeball. And I can't get a hold of my other friends.
Bleak as mud. Dark as a coffin. Mean as a junkyard dog. And probably only half the fleas. Mutt and Junk really describe me best. Treat me right, and I won't chew on your leg. But even if I don't I will always be cast aside...like garbage....Well....Going away for three days, so Good bye.
Oh. And if anyone has some consoling words. I will feel better.

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