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Wednesday, September 6, 2006


   Hello lovers
If we all live, are we all universes? Swirling into eachother, causing caos? Well...I wont get all wierd. Just want to tell my faithful lovers how I have been.
Me and Dylan still together. But somthing happened, and I felt kind of stretched. It happened a month ago, and I hate that it did. Tim called me. Said he loves me, he is in foster care now. I started crying over the shame that I love him still.
Dylan also...
But Tim has forgotten me again, and Dylan remains by my side. Well, except when he is with 11. 11 is our friend, and a well known fact that I love gay men. 11 and Dylan are so cute together! Oh sigh.
Other than that, I haven't heard a dreary word from my Kristel. To put my life now into a nutshell? It would explode. Chaos ruleing forever. War inside my own head. I walk the halls in a zombie like state, and look up as I sense someone bumping into me. Today I daydreamed so much, someone thought I was asleep with my eyes open. The far away look in my eyes...
Welp.
I am on mothers laptop, and I might go soon.
Me and Shelby are doing relativly fine. Except I think she should pay more attention to love, and not lust. And when she understands my guru sayings, she will calm down.
Oh, and not to mention the horrifying talk on birth control I had with me mom. I felt like stabbing myself with a blue or black pen (Thats all I have to write with) and putting my self out of my own misery.
Reminds me! Dylan is coming over on Saturday. I am listening to System of a Down on the laptop. Oh so delicious.
Lovers? Why do I see so less and less of you all? For those who stay faithful, goodnight, and sleep well. May flights of winged devils lead you through the slumber valley into a dreadfully loving nightmare.

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