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Friday, December 1, 2006


   F-ing great
So.
I hate this. I fel like killing myself all the time. Dylan...He says he stopped loving me. I didn't have the strength to ask whether he figured that out before or after he slept with me.
I feel so stupid.
I didn't do anything with any boys from school, because boys talk, they judge you, then they take you, then they leave you. And here I trusted one guy. I really trusted him. And this happens.
Charles has his own things to deal with, and no one else gives me the time of day.
Last night I had the choice between the suicide prevention hotline, and Dylan. I met a guy named Jerry from the help line, then got nervous, and called Dylan.
He had friends over, and they were badmouthing me. I am so stupid. Sooooooo stupid.
I hate me.

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