Friday, April 24, 2009

   Believeand keep moving forward
one day it was raining outside and i had the computer near me in my room.I was told in class that everyone had an angel with them.... remembering that sitting in my room looking at the dark room.... i started thinking ... i don't have a angel with me ... i have only myself. the class room came up again in my mind, the teacher saying "Even if you don't think you don't, you have to believe." Playing that in my head, over and over again... i don't believe .... i don't... putting my head down in to my pillow.... all of a sudden the computer started to play "The Climb" by Hannah Montana. Crying in darkness and loneliness.... i listen to the cong .. no ... to the words.... To what they ment in the songs... " I can almost see it, That dream I am dreaming, But there's a voice inside my head saying "You'll never reach it." "Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction, My faith is shaking." "But I gotta keep trying, Gotta keep my head held high." "There's always gonna be another mountain, I'm always gonna wanna make it move, Always gonna be a uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose." "Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about whats waiting on the other side, Its the climb." "The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking, Sometimes might knock me down but no, I'm not breaking. I may not know it, But these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah.Just gotta keep going. And I, I got to be strong Just keep going." the song keep going...crying in my room i listen quietly to the words... my heart started to feel lighter than before. I started to remembers my happy moments and i notess that my face was still crying but... smiling... surprise by this... the song contune to play. I bet you reading this thinking why im so sad.. well i got my dreams crush by something and it was hard to hanel and i had my whole life to it... listening to this song helped me, even if i was alone in my life. i had a little hope and believed that i can keep moving even if my life is crushed by something or someone. So i keep this song near my bed and before i go to bed i look at it and keep on moving on in my life. Thank you, Madolyn Elizabeth Rodriguez