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My life is getting better...finally. But i still hate the bastard i call my dad...i'm thinking if things don't change, i'll MAKE them change. I don't want him anymore! I want my mommy! I also want out of this stupid fight! At least i have things to do to keep it off my mind. I'm much happier now, i'm glad school's almost over!!! ^_^


Saturday, January 27, 2007


all life in a day
in one day, i feel my heart beat, and beat, i feel myself breath, my head is empty of thoughts, and as usual, i don't feel anything, this is my everyday life. Don't worry, it's normal. Untill my heart stops beating, i stop breathing, and i have at least one thought before i die, and if i felt anything, it would not be pain, if i were to die, i would want to feel loved. That is something that seems to disert me. Someone can say " I love you." and say they mean it, but do they really? thats one thing i'd like, to be loved, i feel like i gave it my all, and there is nothing left of me. I draw to keep myself from crying, i draw to live a life of happyness, yet, i'm not good at it, unless i'm crying, or anything that isn't happy. and i like to draw, but i can't draw anything off of my mind, it comes from the heart. Anything i do, It comes from whats left of my heart. Untill i die, no one will know this, because they just think it's coming from my head, my actions, anything but my heart.
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