Saturday, August 18, 2007

life


life sucks... yep, i've come to that conclusion.... so, our computer broke and my parents are debating buying another one b/c of me... i'm currently at Líle and Rune's new apartment on they're computer... i'm only allowed to come over on weekends though or my mother's scared my grades will drop again... not that they're the best to begin with... so school's horrible without Jake... i don't talk to anyone but Cavan and i haven't seen him talk to anyone but me.... i don't know if he is talking to other people, but he's not acting like himself either... well, my week was uneventful as far as i could tell, but i was too secluded to notice... i need questions still, if you have any, offer them please... i've asked like a hundred times before but i'm asking once more... (hey, that rhymed!)... i have one question today, so you don't have to worry about 7 today... byes!!

1. If the person you loved died, would you look for someone else not even a month later? I feel kinda selfish doing so, but i think he would want me to find happiness... What would you do?
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Sunday, August 12, 2007

ugh...
i went to school monday... and i was ok... tuesday and wednesday i felt a little bad but i went to school anyways, but i was so exhausted that i couldn't find the time to get on here... wednesday night at almost midnight i got sick... i almost threw up on Eclipse... luckily i moved my head... though it hit my clothes.... not so fun... so i spent all of thursday on the floor of the bathroom and didn't leave until 4 am friday morning, at which time i wasn't tired at all... i still didn't feel good enough to go to school, so Cavan got all my work again... i got worse again yesterday, but i'm starting to feel a little better... ugh, i feel horrible.... i hope you all have had a better week than me... have a great week! *hugs* i appritiate you coming to visit me even though i haven't had time to visit you lately....
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Monday, August 6, 2007

school
hey, well, i'm not totally better yet, but i have to go to school.... i woke up late.... luckily Rune said he'd take me and Cavan to school.... i'll get to your sites tonight, kay?
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Sunday, August 5, 2007

sick
sorry i won't be getting to your sites today... i got sick last night and i keep feeling worse.... i hope you all have a great day... bye...
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Saturday, August 4, 2007

i'm back, as you can tell... it was pretty uneventful and i stayed in my usual daze most of the time so i'm staying here... i don't have time to visit you all right now because i'm being sent to bed.... and i'm starting school again Monday or Tuesday, not sure which, so i have that to deal with.... i don't have time to think of a bunch of questions tonight, but if you have any, please tell me them.... oh, and i'd like to say thank you to morbid twilight, the only one to comment before i left....

well, while i was gone, i reread Twilight and New Moon 3 times each and a couple other books i'd already read (The Circle Trilogy by Nora Roberts).... i didn't talk to many people, though my 3rd cousin Jason got me in a better mood while he was around, though he could only be there for a day seeing as how he is going into college....

so that was about my trip in a nutshell.... i missed you guys.... i'll visit you later today, kay? or at least i'll try to ^^' bye
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Friday, July 27, 2007

bye


hey, my mom is saying i'm being to depressing and not acting like myself, so i gotta go away for a while... it sucks, but my mom insists... i hate it... i'm going to visit my cousins for a week or so... we'll see if it does anything about my mood... if not, i'll come back... if so, i may have to stay there... but on any account, they don't have internet, so i can't come visit.... sorry... i'm leaving either tonight or tomorrow, so i may not be able to post... i gotta get ready so i can't visit... i'm really sorry...

The other day's questions:

1. What is your choice career?
Demon hunter

2. Where are your ancestors from?
Italy

3. What kind of music do you listen to?
Rock mainly

4. What are your hobbies?
writing

5. What are you scared of?
being alone

6. How many "significant others" have you had?
2, Luke in 3rd grade and Allen, the one who left almost a year ago...

7. Describe your perfect guy/girl (whichever you're into).
in a nutshell: Jake. a little over 6 foot, dark hair, light eyes. nice, funny, show-offish (weird to like that i know). that's a quickie of it... though if i fall for someone that's nothing like that, i fall for them and it won't matter, right?

Today's questions:

1. Have your parents ever sent you away for any reason?

2. If so, what reason.

3. Has it ever seemed like the whole world says you need to cheer up?

4. Are you tired of my depressing nature?

5. Do i bring any of you down? (Líle says i probably do)

6. Will you forgive me for not visiting?

7. I love you.

btw, i know the last one isn't a question (i couldn't think of another one, seriously, i'm in need)... and i know you may think i don't know you well enough to love you, but i do... you took your time to come read my post that is mainly complaints, and i have to thank you for that....
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

alone


i'm grateful no one read my post yesterday... that way they weren't objected to Cavan's talking... Connor had to go to college (not gonna say which one or you might find out the where abouts of my home) to see the dorm and Cavan went with him... mom wouldn't let me go too... though her and dad went out for the night... Líle and Rune went out looking for a new place and they left Anson with Dwayne cuz i'm too depressed to watch him and Brónach had to go back to college after the funeral (we were all pretty close to Jake)... so i've been alone most of the day and night (it's 12:04)... i'm getting lonely... gosh it sucks... well, yeah... since no one was here to answer my questions from yesterday, i'll just put them up again...

Today (and Yesterday)'s questions:

1. What is your choice career?

2. Where are your ancestors from?

3. What kind of music do you listen to?

4. What are your hobbies?

5. What are you scared of?

6. How many "significant others" have you had?

7. Describe your perfect guy/girl (whichever you're into).
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Jake...








yesterday was Jake's funeral... i couldn't stop crying... i loved him... so much... and now he's gone... the world seems a little colder now that he's gone... i just

hey, this is Cavan, Connor has her right now. Hero's crying into him. she randomly burst out in tears. she's barely stopped since we got home. to think, right before we got hit, he told me he loved her. and now she's screaming about how she should have told him that she loved him. my twin and my best friend in love. and neither knew the other loved them. it's sad. and i can't help but feel partially to blame.

sorry, i'm ok now... Cavan won't let me delete what he typed... he hits me every time i try... so, sorry you're objected to him... he says that he wanted to tell someone and you guys may be the only ones who will listen... he can't tell the other guys and our family has already heard it... well, i'm sorry i didn't get to your sites, i was at the funeral or mourning all day... i'll try to today....

Yesterday's Questions:

1. What's your favorite book?
the Twilight series (though the 3rd nor 4th ones haven't come out yet)

2. Have you ever been in love?
yes

3. Did you ever realize your feelings towards someone once it was too late (good or bad)?
yes, Jake

4. What kind of clothes do you wear?
jeans and t-shirts or nice dresses on occation

5. Do you believe in love?
yes

6. What area do you live?
outskirts of a town

7. Can you help me think of some questions?
if you can, please give me some


Today's questions:

1. What is your choice career?

2. Where are your ancestors from?

3. What kind of music do you listen to?

4. What are your hobbies?

5. What are you scared of?

6. How many "significant others" have you had?

7. Describe your perfect guy/girl (whichever you're into).





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Monday, July 23, 2007

Vengeance and Oreos!


i'm so angry! the guy who hit Jake isn't going to jail!! they let him go and say it was Jake's fault!! Cavan was in the car with him (he got a little banged up, but he's fine) and insisted Jake was doing everything legal but the guy reeked of alcohol... so, despite how much we hate working together, Cavan and i are getting vengeance for Jake... he was both of our best friend... i'll never forgive that man... if i can even call him that...

onto another note, Connor just brought me some Oreos! i love him *hugs Connor* he always seems to know how to make me feel a little bit better ^^

Yesterday's Questions:

1. Who's the closest person to you currently?
now that Jake's gone, Connor... though Rune's pretty close to me... and Cavan is still my twin...

2. What's your favorite movie?
Lord of the Rings

3. What's your favorite time of day?
Midnight

4. What is the worst thing you think you could do to someone?
i'm not sure, i've never been given the chance, but i believe i could kill someone...

5. What's your element?
fire

6. Do you have any pets?
a pure black cat named Set (Connor named him); Morrigan, our 2 year old black lab; and Muireann, our 3 year old Siberian Huskey (both named by our mother)

7. What makes you tick? Gets you aggravated?
my brother and unserved justice...


Today's Questions:

1. What's your favorite book?

2. Have you ever been in love?

3. Did you ever realize your feelings towards someone once it was too late (good or bad)?

4. What kind of clothes do you wear? (jeans, t-shirts, dresses, designer, etc.)

5. Do you believe in love?

6. What area do you live? (city, country, suburbs, etc.)

7. Can you help me think of some questions?


Two Quotes to leave you with:

I, like God, do not play with dice and do not believe in coincidence.
- V, V for Vendetta

Remember, Remember The fifth of November The gunpowder treason and plot. I know of no reason Why the gunpowder treason Should ever be forgot. But what of the man? I know his name was Guy Fawkes and I know that in 1605 he attempted to blow up the houses of parliament, but who was he really? What was he like? We are told to remember the idea, not the man. Because a man can fail. He can be caught. He can be killed and forgotten. But four hundred years later an idea can still change the world. I've witnessed firsthand the power of ideas. I've seen people kill in the name of them; and die defending them. But you cannot touch an idea, cannot hold it or kiss it. An idea does not bleed, it cannot feel pain, and it does not love. And it is not an idea that I miss, it is a man. A man who made me remember the fifth of November. A man I will never forget.
-Evey Hammond, V for Vendetta
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

better


i'm feeling a little better today... i went out into the woods... and just walked... i got lost... but i found Connor (my middle brother) by a little pond/lake in the middle of the forest... he apparently used to go there a lot... after a little while of sitting there, he took me back to the house... it's our secret spot now ^^ it's still kinda hard to believe that Jake's dead (my friend).... same with Sammy (the dog)... little Anson loved that dog so much... he's not even a year old yet... well, he, Líle (his mother, my sister), and Rune (Líle's husband) are staying with us for now... luckily Rune's cool ^^ he likes anime too! unlike Cavan, my twin brother, who's too caught up in football to care about anything else... well, that's about it...

Yesterday's Questions:

1. What's your hair color?
black

2. Eye color?
golden

3. Height?
5'6"

4. Siblings?
3 brothers and 2 sisters (Dwayne, 25; Líle, 23; Brónach, 20; Connor, 18; Cavan, 15)

5. Cats or Dogs?
cats

6. What is your best trait?
hm.... perhaps my eyes

7. What is your biggest flaw?
my personality....


Today's Questions:

1. Who's the closest person to you currently?

2. What's your favorite movie?

3. What's your favorite time of day?

4. What is the worst thing you think you could do to someone?

5. What's your element?

6. Do you have any pets?

7. What makes you tick? Gets you aggravated?
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