Friday, September 16, 2005

My Mom

I just found out today that my mom has cancer...Its some kind of really rare shit or something...She was going to go to a doctor in New Orleans....but I think you know thats not going to work....all the other doctors she could go to all live like really far away and shit...But atleast she doesnt need chemo... I knew this was going to happen...Dad a said something like shell tell you tomarrow but then they didnt, but they said they that we had to have a family meeting...thats how I knew... Damn I need some smokes...

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

Last Weekend

last weekend, i spent saturday night at Kyttie's house...it was weird at first, i guess, but....hell, i dont know...We watched Saw together, then, while we were watching Hackers(ONE OF THE GREATEST MOVIES EVER IN MY OPINION) We got close and like held hands, sappy shit that i hate, but it didnt bother me then...when we went out to smoke, i had been thoroughly freaked out my that Saw movie, and made her hold me hand while we ran around to the otherside of the house in the dark...when we turned on the music and got ready to go to sleep, we curled up together on the couch...it was nice... during the movie Hackers, i realized that it was saturday night and that i was missing InuYasha and the Escaflowne movie that i had been waiting for, and that pissed me off...guess im gonna have to find it on dvd or something now...but i got paid $30 bucks for helping her babysit 3 sleeping kids that night, so i guess it was worth it... im watching King Arthur, waiting for InuYasha to come on...i love this movie!...i think it is so cool, even more so because its based on historical facts...and i love history... ive only told one person, other than Kyttie(i didnt tell JoeRay, but he knows)that im bi...my friend Shelby...and only because i had to tell someone and shes the only one that i know wont judge me for it...i want to tell my other friend Jessica, but shes so religious...i dont really think shed stop being friends with me, but i do think shell look at me in a VERY different light and i dont want her to do that... all in all, life pretty much sucks...especially now that im out of cigarretts....

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Saturday, September 3, 2005

Voice Over Asian Movies Fucking Rock

I'm watching The Vampire Effect...I think it's a chinese movie, it has Jackie Chan in it somewhere as an EMT...its fucking hilarious anyway...ive seen it like 10 times probably, but I dont really get tired of watching it...I love the fact that its all voiced over!...I can hear them say two words and see their mouth still move for 10 minutes afterward...XD I love it... Well, its official...I can legally drive with a licensed person 21 or older in the front seat...For all of you stupid people out there that dont understand what I just wrote, It means I got my drivers permit today...I waited 2 fucking hours to get it, then we thought they would close before they'd call us...I was starting to get very bored and very, very pissy...But then they called me up there and I only missed two questions!...so tomarrow Im going to nag one of my parents to go driving with me in my car...I could have eariler tonight, but I forgot my permit in the house and my dad didnt want to wait for me to go get it... Im having mixed feelings about seeing Kyttie this weekend...Well be alone together...probably all day almost...unless we stay here or at her house...Both our moms and my dad have the weekend off...I dont know how her mom would feel about it if she knew Kyt was bi, but if my parents knew that I was they would take me to have me exercised of demons, and we're not even catholic...I want Kyt, but I also want Joe Ray, but more than anything I dont want to get caught in the middle and be the cause of Kyt and Joe's break-up...I wonder how they would feel about a threesome?...Not the sexual kind you dirty minded hentais...Like I date Joe and Kyt, Kyt dates me and Joe, Joe dates me and Kyt...I love the idea, and I think Kyt would too if I didnt practically know that she would be super jealous if she knew I like Joe...and Im very pretty sure that Joe would like it...If this makes any sense to any of you out there, then leave a comment and help me out...If you dont then you're all worthless!...What am I going to do this weekend?!

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Thursday, September 1, 2005

HE KNOWS // NEW AVI

Well, Joe Ray knows that I'm the one Kyttie has a crush on. All he said she told him was, and I quote: "Kinky"...that dumbass... Tell me what you think of my new avi!

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

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I hate it here. I hate it at school. I just hate it. And now I have a problem...My best friend, Kyttie, has a crush on me...but she's dating my other best friend Joe Ray...Thing is, I have a crush on her AND Joe Ray...but I dont want to be the reason either breaks up with the other...Which is why we both[Kyttie and I]decided we wouldnt tell Joe Ray that she likes me(she doesnt know I like her like that)because he got really pissed just knowing that she had a crush on someone else, and he didnt even know who it was...he's just now getting over it...Leave a comment with you p.o.v. about the situation...

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

DI-GI-MON!

Couldnt help my self...Im watching digimon the 2nd season...i havent seen it in forever...i remember waiting for it to come on FoxKids on saturday morining...Oh to be young...I use to draw my own digimon and digi-destined and everything...I wanted to be a digi-destined...or get sucked into the show Escaflowne...I loved that show...I love Van... I went shopping yesterday...finally got more jeans...otherwise my weekend was pretty boring...Tell me how you guys' weekend went...and if you watch/ed digimon... I took all of the stuff off of my little introduction thingy...something was messed up and now I have to fix it...should be back up soon... Im gonna go now...see you guys...

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

Just bored...Nothing to Do

Im bored and I dont feel like washing the dishes... Changing my avi again...you guys tell me what you think...

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Skool Maks U Smartt...

I went school clothes shopping today...I got like 4 shirts and only 1 pair of pants when it really should have been the other way around. I only have about 3 or 4 pairs of pants now...but the ones I got are these really cool camoflage(sp?)pants...Im a camo freak...I have a real amy issue jacket and a camoflage hat(its a girly hat, but I still like it)...I also got a new book...Im a book junkie and it only cost $6.99 ...Its called Dark Planet by Charles W. Sasser...It reminds me of another book I read in 7th or 8th grade, but I cant remember the name of the book or the name of the author...and Im starting to forget the book alittle...But I know it was a really good book... I also got a cool pair of arm warmers...like leg warmers only for your arms and not utterly stupid looking like leg warmers...The have buckles and a chain on them and look wicked...except I cant wear them to school because the chain would be considered a "weapon" the stupid pricks...Fucking retards all of them...I got some jewelry too, a chinese symbol necklace with matching earrings and a Punisher necklace for my little bro as a birthday gift...I really wanted these cool leather boots(Hot Topic)but they only had them in a size 12...I was pissed...I got a cool new bag...It has the Orange County/West Coast(one of the two, I dont keep up with these things)symbol on it and its coverend in studs...It looks so cool...I found a bag I liked better at Hot Topic but I didnt feel like going back and changing it...besides it was paid for with a card so they would have just put the credit back on the card or whatever and I didnt want to bother... School starts Wednesday...only two days away...I hate that place...I wish theyd start in September or October and just go later in the last part of the year...Stupid Fuckers... Does anyone like Emily the Strange murchandise(sp?)? I bought a shirt that shows her mixing up like potions or something and I figured if everyone at school was going to keep saying I was going to cast a spell on them, I might as well wear a shirt promoting it... Im surrounded by stupid peckerheads... I think thats all the ranting I want to do tonight...I think I covered it all for now...well, maybe not all because it would take too long...but... whatever...

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Friday, August 5, 2005

I think I might get sick...

My brother, genius that he is, made us walk home in the fucking rain today...normally it wouldn't be so bad because it has been so hot, but my glasses were covered in water and obviously my shirt was wet because why would you wear a jacket in 100 degree weather?..so I couldnt use my shirt...and now my hair smells like rain...i had just washed it!..and that's frustrating because I have really think hair and its pretty long so its not that easy to wash...and when we get home, of course the air conditioner system that is too big for our house is set at 75 and its really cold...I swear my hair was turning to icecycles...but I cant tell if my stuffy nose is because Im getting sick or because of allergies...either way it really sucks... Im also stuck on my story...I cant get the opening right...Damn it...and school starts in 1 WEEK AND 5 DAYS!!!!...a worse hell than where I am already!...

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Thursday, August 4, 2005

Happy Late Birthday

Happy belated birthday to my little brother...he turned 10 years old yesterday...we havent celebrated yet, i think we're waiting until Friday or something like that...anyway, just wanted to tell him happy birthday...

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