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Sunday, October 9, 2005


Fucked Up
Okay, so my moms cancer is called Carcinoid desease. Theres like only a few thousand people in the world that have it. Theres no cure as of yet. She going to have to travel to New York to see a doctor. Which is pretty far considering where I live, its only a few days away from the Mexican border. I thought that just her and dad would be going, then in the car on the way to school one morning, she asks us what we want to see in New York. So I think shes taking us, that or shes just going to take pictures to bring back. Delphine has been helping me out alot with my many issues with this and other family problems. Thanks Delphine. I probably dont say it often enough, but thanks, and I love you.

Im about to drop kick my computer into a garbage heap. The damn thing keeps freezing up and crashing and nothing I do seems to help it. Its driving me insane. Dad says he wants to get me my own, and Im all for it, but I doubt thats going to happen anytime soon. Especially since my birthday is November 3 and my mom goes to New York to see that doctor November 6 I think. So I doubt Im getting anything, let alone a computer. I know it sounds incredibly selfish, and you can bitch at me all you want, but I barely got a present before we knew she had cancer, and I really want one this year since its my 16th.

My sister Brittany (older sister) moved back in with us. Her boyfriend--who is really hott and is named Nate--volunteered to go down and help out with Hurricane Katrina stuff. He'll be gone for 2 years. Brittany's going to try and save up money for a car and for an apartment during that time. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but I dont think I can handle her living with us for that long.

I cant wait until I can move out. Only two more years! Thank god. And the first small step toward freedom is my car. Im waiting until Febuary so I can go with Delphine to get our licenses. Yes!

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