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Monday, January 16, 2006

. . . .ranting. . . .
okay, im bored. theres nothing to do. and i got yelled at yesterday for stuff that wasnt my fault and that i could do nothing about. that kinda sucked you know? bullshit. everything is bullshit. i want to leave. i should leave. but im only 16. can i stick it out for a couple more years? plus, i would kinda need friends to stay with. or my own place. how could i afford my own place fresh outta high school? or maybe even in high school still? simple. i couldnt. damn it. damn it to hell. i dont like it here. this may just drive me back to cutting. did you know i used to cut? probably not. damn i need a smoke. and a drink. i need a good party. but there arent any here. and my parents would probably find out if i went. someone else found i that im bi this week. and shes kind of a big mouth. not good. not good because this could get around to my papa[<--retired preacher]. if that happens, my immediate family just may disown me. wait. that would solve my problems huh? well, maybe. because they could send me to that christian home for girls. then i really would be forced to run away. damn. this fucking blows.

do you know what i discovered? im pretty good at drawing hentai. its weird. i bet i could collaborate with some of my friends and draw/write a hentai comic with their help. hahaha...does that me weird? or perverted? or disgusting? hahaha...am i even making sense? sometimes i think no one hears me. which is ironic because technically you dont. because youre reading my words, not hearing them. you dont know what i look like, sound like, smell like... they only thing you know is what i tell you. scary thought huh? especially since what i tell you doesnt paint a very good picture of me to begin with. hahaha...

--Wings--

i cant resist puting up this vid. are you like me? i doubt it. hahaha...

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