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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Lesson of friendship
I never really cared for friends before.It just seemed stupid to me.A waste of time, a waste of heart.Whatever that meant.
Then one year I met these two people, lets just call them Red and Blue. Just watching them be friends with each others brought a smile to my face.I didn't know why, and to this day I still couldn't tell you why. But it did.
We soon became a trio. I was happy over-joyed even, but never I showed it.For some stupid reason, I thought life would never really change. Sure we would change our styles, hair colour and favourite hang outs, but we would always be there. What was I thinkng?
Last year they both moved to another school. Left me, as I often think. The same school.Lucky for them, nothing but torture for me. I would miss them of course, but at least they would have each other. I never did express my appreciation for them.Or my sorrow of thier abandonment.
Fast forward 5 month after the move. I call up Red to see how things have been going. Same old, same old. Nothing much seems to have changed. So I ask her hoe Blue is doing. A silence, but barely. Straight out she tells me they don't hang out anymore, they don't sit together at lunch, they haven't talked in months. Like it was nothing. I wondered if she was serious. I didn't want to believe her. But somehow I knew it was true.
Still I sometimes wonder why. I wonder if she really didn't care, as she made it sound. I wonder still, why it hurt me, more than it did anyone else. It confuses me but for some reason. I think we wouldn't be friends, even if we were all together. Would we? That's the question. Do trios really need to stick together to be friends? To get along? It's what I'm lead to believe.
My conclusion? Friendship does exist. It can heal a broken heart, or take a healthy heart and tear it to shreds. I can now proudly say, I believe in friendship, but it's simply not for me. I suppose eveyone has to learn the lesson, the meaning of friendship. No matter in what way or how badly it crushes thier lives.
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Ok. First off. That was NOT A TRUE STORY. I just have urges to write thing like that. Wheh, that was long. It probably sucks, because it just came out of my head and I wrote it. No editing or anything. I think it gets lame at the end XP Oh well. Bordem strikes where bordem strikes.
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