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Friday, May 21, 2004

I was smiling in the rain, but in reality... I was really crying

Am I wrong to blame you?
Am I wrong to be sad?
Am I wrong to cry?
Am I wrong on needing your support?
Am I wrong for needing you at all?
Then what is right?

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Thursday, May 20, 2004

   I just love to sleep alot,hehehehe!!!!

Glad that I made you guys laugh from my previous post,hehehehe!!! I actually read it again and I laughed ^^;;

Ok,I went to the Dojo before 9 am since the Instructor told us not really all of us but to the people he picked.Well since we cant use the Dojo today cuz the Tae Kwan Do will use it this morning,we used the roof deck.There were tables at the side and on the left were a pile of chairs being stacked up.Well I rested on the chairs while waiting for the others and the Instructor.And I realized I fell asleep a bit,hehehehehe!!!

Later on,everyone came then the Insturctor.We were practicing katas and practice sparring.We were training for the Training camp tomorrow and the Tournament this Saturday and Sunday.Lots of hardwork and stuff to do.

After morning practice it was already lunch time.We went to Dimsum My favorite fast food restaurant!!! ^_^.Just love asian foods,hehehehe!!! The walk was like only 15 mins.Then after eating we went back to baseline where we practice.I slept for an hour on the chairs since practice still starts at 1:30 pm and it was still around 12.

Then I woke up,practice katas again.Later on we were called to go the Dojo the Dojo is just downstairs.So we went downstaris then practiced our basics until it was 3 pm.

That's about it.Training camp is tomorrow.Starting at 1 pm-6pm but we were told to go there before 12 noon.Wish me luck!!! ^_^

Warning: Men,I prefer you dont read this cause you might get disgusted.

THAT news: I was doing karate while I had my menstraution and it started last night ^^;;
See how crazy I am,bwahahaha!!!

Anime Bishi of the Day

Clef

From Magic Knight Rayearth

In the anime Magic Knight Rayearth, Clef is the most powerful sorcerer in the world of Cephiro. He guides the three magic knights in their journey to save his land, and he helps them discover the powers within them. Clef is also extremely short - a fact often reinstated by his large staff and oversized robes.

Quote:
"Have Faith.........."

~Blue Hawk

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Wednesday, May 19, 2004

   Aaaahhh........what a fun and relaxing day

I feel happy today and relaxed *sighs in contentment*
Hehehe!!! Well I had karate today,starting 10 am to 3 pm but before I went to the Dojo,I went to a photoshop to get a photo of me for my application form of joining the tournament.I was a few minutes late though,hehehe!! But its ok,I wasnt punished or anything,hehehe!!!

Well the whole morning we did Katas.We repeated 5 Katas alot of times.Some forgot,some dont know how to peform it well and some didn't do it together,hehehe!!!
Anyway,after that lunch came.Me and Number 5 were just listening music from my cellphone while waiting for the food.But later on she and I got a bit sleepy and rest our heads on the table,hehehe!!! Then our food came,we ate then after that we just sat down talking to anyone.

The talk was funny though,we were just fooling around and stuff The Chief Instructor was there too,he's really a kind person and he would joke with us ^^.Well I was just sitting down,my head and arms on the table,then I just made some funny sounds and mumbling some stuff.Was saying some stupid stuff with my friends and the Chief Instructor and they laughed,hehehe!!!

Then we were just silent,we were just tired and wanna relax for a bit.Then one of them said that "You guys have a problem",hehehe!!! Then my sister was picturing us,using a friend's camera.She took pics of us that looks like we have a problem,hehehe!!! But we dont really have a problem just sleepy,hehehe!!!

After that me and Number 5 went in the Dojo.In the Dojo there was a pile of mats used for Aikido.Me,Number 5 and my other friends race to the pile of mats and we rested there.I fell asleep a bit while the kids were running around the Dojo,making some noise and other stuff.Some of the kids were poking me 0.o Oro? ^_^;;

Number 5 rested her head on my back,hehehe!!! Then later on I woke up and said "What time is it?" outloud and then Number 5 woke up suddenly when she heard it.She was all panicky and stuff ^^;;.We woke up 10 mins. before the training would start again.
First we did some basics then the rest KATAS,wweeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

After training I went home.I went to all of the sites who posted and MOSTLY everyone posted,aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yeah I was checking sites of yesterday and today,hehehe!!! Visiting and commenting,that was tiring! Phew!!! I was thinking of watching Troy today but I'm not sure yet.Maybe tonight,its 5:56 pm now.Hmmm.......

Oh yeah,I changed my intro.Now you know I'm OFFICIALLY MARRIED to my favorite bishi HEERO YUY,W0ot!!!! ^_^
And also that I'm a member of that,W0ot!!! Bwahahaha!!! My deadly disease: Craziousis will spread this entire site so you better run ,bwahahahaha!!!

*looks up* Ok I was way overboard but that's my disease talking,hehehe!! Man this post is long,hope its not a trouble to you guys ^^

Anime Bishi of the Day

Soujiro Seta

From Rurouni Kenshin

This Rurouni Kenshin character is the strongest member of the Juppongatana. Due to terrible circumstances in his past, Soujiro lacks all emotions and is an unreadable opponent in battle. His sword style is called the Tenken (Heavenly Sword) because it allows the swordsman to move so fast that it is said it must come from Heaven itself.

Quote:
"If you're strong you live, if you're weak you die. That's the truth Mr. Shishio taught me. But... is being weak really that bad? I've killed people, but killing people really wasn't... really wasn't what I wanted to do. That's right, I was smiling in the rain, but in reality... I was really crying."

~Blue Hawk

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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

   I'm so excited for Training Camp on Friday!!!!

Karate practice today,as usual ^^;;
Just doing some basics and Kata's.The Instructor told us about the Training camp that will be held in the roof deck of baseline where also the Dojo I trained is on Friday.Can't wait!!! *goes hyper*
It's a seminar where also the Masters in different karate clubs from different countries in the Philippines will be there.Such great honor! ^_^
The seminar will start at 1 pm until 6 pm.Yup,pretty long but I don't care.Injured leg or not I'm going! ^_^

Oh yeah,we were also talking about the upcoming tournament that will be on May 22,23 and 24.I'll be sparring in the tournament and doing some katas.Hope I'll win though or atleast 2nd or 3rd place.I wanna make my Master,my club,my family and friends proud.It would be a really great opportunity.But I'll have fun there aswell.Gonna kick some butt and show them what I'm made of! Bwahahaha!!! ^^;;
I'm so excited and hyper today.Don't know why I'm hyper though,must be because of the drinks and pizzas *looks at mess on table* hehehehe!!!

Oh yeah,please don't be hard on Chie.It's not her fault that she didn't get to comment to your sites.She was having some computer problems.So don't burden her please.She's a sweet person and for all I know the most giving person here in myO! ^_^
I'm not accusing you guys that you were hard on her,just wanna tell you don't be upset if she didn't get to comment.She didn't mean to

Same goes for Molleta,she's busy with her work aswell.So please be patient aswell ^_^

Anime Bishi of the Day

Kiba

From Wolf's Rain

The main character, Kiba, is a determined and mysterious wolf who's in search of "Paradise", a fabled land that only wolves will be able to sniff out after the end of the world, or so the ledgend goes.

Kiba is joined by Toboe, a bright-eyed and enthusiastic pup, Hige, a spunky carefree type, and Tsume, a hard-boiled loner. Kiba is exiled from the city. Now the four wolves struggle to survive in the war-torn land.

Note:
Sorry can't find a quote Kiba-fans ^^;; Oh well,this bishi is especially dedicated to CHIE!!!! ^_^

~Blue Hawk

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Monday, May 17, 2004

   I'm Officially Missing you.....la la la

Hehehehe!! This song is stuck in my head but I love it anyway,so it all good ^_^

Well today,we just did the basics while the Chief Instructor was observing us.Seeing how we behave in the dojo and if we do the basic moves perfectly.My leg still hurts though,but I can walk now.In the morning I was crying,had a fight with someone.Blaming me something that wasn't my fault.Blame me,always me,what did I ever do to deserve this and I was sprained yesterday,damnit! *breathes*

Ok sorry for that,need to vent.I was full of rage this morning.

Well Number 5 went in the Dojo to check us out.Seeing how we did well.Aaaaawww.......... ^_^;;

Anyway,I'm less stress and angry now.I hate being mad,I get emotionally unstable.Before I remember someone who told me that there's a human thing that can save me.I asked what,he said 'LOVE'.Interesting....^_^;;

Ok,enough with my stupid rambling,hehehehe!!!
Have a great week! ^_^
Oh yeah,thanks for the support you guys! *hugs and gives chocolates*
Sings: Can I just spend my life with you
Ehehehe!!! Ok enough singing Blue Hawk,your scaring your friends ^_^;;

Anime Bishi of the Day

Midou Ban

From GetBackers

features unique special abilities that make him perfectly cut out for the odd type of jobs that come to the Getbackers. Ban's primary abilities center around his immense strength, specifically in his hand. He can literally crush virtually any object with his bare hands (including skulls, faces, and other various body parts) with his Snakebite technique. This ability is accompanied by an overall above average strength, agility, and speed in his entire body. By far though, Ban's most noteworthy ability is his Eyes of Evil (sometimes called evil eyes). When any living creature, human or otherwise, makes eye contact with Ban, he can choose to then cause that being to hallucinate/dream any images or scenarios that Ban wishes for the length of an entire minute.

Quote:
"Just one minute,did you have a good dream?"

~Blue Hawk

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

   I deserve this pain,right?

Well I went to the Dojo 2 hours earlier and it was raining hard too.Well hours later all of the students arrived and the Chief Instructor aswell.
He announced the 10 people who passed the 1st exam and sadly I wasn't one of them *sigh*
Then the 2nd exam began.Our exam was sparring,see on how we can control our strength.

When it was my turn,I fought with a blue belt I'm a greenbelt.It went fine but I made my opponent cry a bit though.I also noticed that my right leg was kinda sore.Then later on I was called again.I fought with a black belt this guy was BIG!.After the match I noticed that I have big lump on my right leg and it really hurts but I just ignored the pain and watch the match.Then again I was called why always me? ^^.
But this time I fought with the Chief Instructor,I was excited and happy to hear that but I was worried about my leg.I took the risk anyway.I did good,hit him on the head twice but later on the pain of my leg was getting to me.So I only used my left leg,then later on the Chief Instructor is going to slip and make me fall I knew he would do that,noticed him trying to grab me.The pain was too much but I keep on moving doing my best evading his moves but later on I feel weary,I pushed past my limits.

He was trying to make me fall again but this time I let him.So he grabbed me,doing some complicated moves and I fell.I waited for the impact,I knew that my head was going to hit the ground first I was closing my eyes when he done those moves.But I didn't feel the pain in my head,I noticed that the Chief Instructor grabbed my head before it got hit it was an inch away.Then later on I went back inline and I noticed tears were coming out of my eyes.Some of the seniors noticed my leg and told me to sit on the bench.I was to tired to protest so I let them.They grabbed an icepack with ice and placed it on my bump.It stings.

The exam went on and I saw my mom,who finally arrived,watching my other sister doing some Katas.She was impressed and I was too ^_^
Then my mom saw me,she took a closer look at my leg and she was very upset.After the exam was over.One of the seniors told me to be there tomorrow for the exam.Yup,I have to go.I'll take the risk,I worked everyday just to get this far.

I was still sad though that this happened.I would have had a better,fun and challenging match if it weren't my leg *sigh*
I'm very upset with myself.I was crying in my room,cursing and scolding myself.Telling myself that I'm a failure.This feeling really hurts.*sighs*
but I was joking around with them so they wouldn't worry

Well I hope my leg would be better for tomorrow.Hope I can walk tomorrow.I have to hop around alot ^^;;

Oh yeah,thanks Dark Phoenix for the advice about how to see my comments.Now I can finally comment you guys *hugs Dark Phoenix and gives a bag of chocolates* ~_^
And I finally watched Kill Bill Vol.2 the ending was a surprise ^^

Anime Bishi of they Day

Genjo Sanzo

From Gensomaden Saiyuki

Genjo Sanzo is an unorthodox and irreverent priest who drinks, smokes ,and gambles. He's self-centered, haughty, and not entirely sane, but he is a handsome gent with calm powers of judgement and lots of charisma.

Genjo is in search of the Saiten Scripture, which was stolen when his master was killed. His weapons are a banishing gun, the Maten Scripture, and a paper fan to whack his colleagues with.

Quote:
"I'm going to kill you!"

~Blue Hawk

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Saturday, May 15, 2004

   SLAP!!! "Pull yourself together!!!"

I went to the Dojo (training hall or gym) an hour early to prepare for the exam.Some students then arrive aswell.The Chief Instructor told me to list all the students who will be participating in the exam.The list was sooooo long!
Anyway,after that I decided to practice but some students wanted my help and so I helped them putting them first than me....really now I'm really getting soft ^_^;;

I took the test.It started at 1 pm and ended around 4 pm.I was the first one being called I was shock about that.They told me to do some Kata's and so I did then after that one of the Instructors asked me questions,hope they were impress with my answers -_-;;

After that I went back inline and waited for the rest of them to finish.It went fine but some of them did mistakes though and others just forgot ^_^;;
Well the test finally ended,the Instructor told us only 9 passed the test,I was utterly shock to hear that,then I was worried and sad.Thinking that I failed and wont go to the next rank.When the students/friends saw me this,they felt uncomfortable guess this was the first time they saw me like this,heh

They encouraged me anyway,also my sister told me that the Instructor told her that I passed and got a score of 98 but I still feel down though.......just can't help but worry.I'm not even sure of what the Instructor told my sis is even true *sigh*

Well tomorrow will be the last test.I'm going to spar with someone and the Instructors will observe and grade.Hope I'll do well.
Oh yeah,my friend Number 5 won in the swimming competition.Yay! You can congratulate her if you want,she would really appreciate it ^_^

Okay...I'll just listen to the radio now and try to put a smile on my face,hehehe!!! Silly me ^_^;;

Anime Bishi of the Day

Duo Maxwell

From Gundam Wing

This Gundam Wing hero pilots the Gundam Deathscythe. Duo is a member of the scavenger organization known as the Sweeper Group, which sent him to Earth to battle Oz. Despite the hardships he's suffered in his young life, and the seriousness of his mission, Duo is always cheerful and good-natured. He refers to himself as the Shinigami: God of Death.

Quote:
"Names are things other people give you, there's no sense worrying about it! What's important is that we have a home to go back to!"

~Blue Hawk

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Friday, May 14, 2004

   Go to Naota's site and vote on which manga you wanna see! ^_^

Hey Naota! I vote for the DBZ manga! ^_^

Practice was hard yet fun! Mostly all of us were serious cuz the exams starts tomorrow *feels queezy*
But I love the seriousness anyway,in a way it gives me encouragement ^_^
While training myself,lot of students were asking for my help,asking me how to do this and that and to perform those hard moves for them.LEFT AND RIGHT!!! aahhh!! So tiring! I realized I hardly trained myself cuz of my GENEROSITY ^_^;;
But atleast I'm reliable to them ^_^

After practice,I was studying the notes that the Instructor gave us.It's about the Japanese terms and the Karate History the history was very interesting.Was studying it for 2 hours ^_^;;
Later on after dinner I'll review.I feel nervous again *drinks water* aaahhh....much better! ^_^

Just a reminder to all myO friends that I still have that pop-up blocker problem,so I can't add comments to your posts.Sorry
:(

New Friend! ^_^ myO buddies meet Josh2541

He's new and wants to meet friends and some help about his site.I know that most of you guys are good with web designs more than I do ^_^
Make him feel Welcome! ^_^

Anime Bishi of the Day

Recca Hanabishi

From Flame of Recca

Recca is a boy who is from the past. When he was an infant, his mother used a time technique to transport him into the future. Recca is from a family of ninjas who have the power to control flame from their hands. Recca has this ability and he has a strong respect for ninjas. In the beginning of the series, he has an obsession with ninjas and the students at school call him a ninja wanna-be. Recca is always fighting with his rivals, Domon Ishiji and Fuko. Recca tells everybody that whoever defeats him in a battle, he will become that person’s personal ninja. That’s why people are usually after Recca. But Recca doesn’t mind as he is always outsmarting his foes with tricks and ninja accessories. Recca grew up with a father who found him on the streets when he came from the past. Recca doesn’t know that he came from the past but certain enemies come to inform him of his history. Recca cares a lot for the girl, Yanagi, and he is her personal ninja. As soon as Recca exposes his powerful flame power, his adventures begin.

Quote:
"You are my princess and I will always be your Ninja"

~Blue Hawk

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Thursday, May 13, 2004

   Oh my! When I said some people,guess I was wrong,hehehe!!!

I just want to say THANK YOU to all who have commented to my last post yesterday.I really appreciate it! *gives myO friends chocolates* I never expected that I would recieve 21 comments,woah!!!.
Don't worry I read your comments,my friend Number 5 had sent me an e-mail of your comments,so you should go to her site and thank her aswell,she's really a great friend of mine for 5 years! ^_^

Oh yeah thanks Terra Zero and Wolf of Darkstar for the quotes of Kurama ^_^ *hugs*

Well I had karate practice today but you guys know that already,ehehehe!!! ^_^;;
We were practicing some new moves,we call it KATA.Well sadly I didn't get to kick his face cuz we we'rent sparring today.We were training hard for the upcoming exam,ack! I'm feeling queezy again ^_^;;

But I promise you all that I will ~_^

Oh yeah at the end of practice I just notice that we didn't take breaks ^_^;;,I have survived without water for 2 hours,ahahahaha!!!!

Hey guys,an old myO friend has come back! Meet Chiimaru formerly known as Humanoid Vash,click the pic to go to his site:

He would really appreciate your visit ^_^

And this small kid who's 5 years old from karate practice,keeps on getting close to me since yesterday *sweatdrop*
What's wrong with these people??? ^_^;;

Well that's all! And thank you again for the comments,I really appreciate it! *hugs myO friends tightly* I should let go before I suffocate you guys,hehehe!!! *sweatdrop*

Anime Bishi of the Day

Killua Zoldick

From Hunter X Hunter

Killua was born to a family of renowned assassins, the Zaoldyeck family. Showing great promise from birth, Killua has already mastered many killing techniques at a tender age, and is set to be one of the best assassins the family has produced. Bored and tired of killing, Killua unexpectedly rebelled against his family, injuring both his mother and brother, and ran away to join the Hunter exam. Meeting with Gon during the first obstacle, Killua saw Gon as a friendly competitor, and ended up becoming fast friends.

Note:
Found none again *groans* ohwell! ^_^

~Blue Hawk

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Wednesday, May 12, 2004

   Glad that some of you guys still remembers me,hehehe!!!

Ok well even though I still have problems with the pop-up blocker,I'll just post anyway and see what will happen.

I had Karate practice today and it was fun!!! Hehehehe!!!
Although there's this one annoying thing that happened.Remember the guy who keeps getting close to me? Well he's still at it -_-
This is what happened.......
Well as I passed him by he PURPOSELY touched my hand not hold but like a brush ^_^;;
and he thought I didn't notice him looking at me when I walked away that annoying idiot!
then there was this other incident when I was doing some movies and he tickled but I didn't laugh,I'm not ticklish,hehehe I just want to strangle him!!!! Grrr!!!

But I did get my revenge yesterday,hehehe!!! *evil grin*
Well.........we were sparring and HE was my partner oh yeah his name is James,remember that name and despise it with all your heart ^_~,well I made him slip, punch him on the stomach then sprained his ankle,bwahahahaha!!! Too bad I didn't get the chance to kick him on the face cuz sparring was over already oh darn!!!

All in favor on making me kick his face say 'I'! ^_^

Oh yeah only 2 more days till the exam for karate.NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! ^_^;;
Well wish me luck!!!

Oh yeah,the maid is singing again,grrr!!! How annoying!

Anime Bishi of the Day
[You thought I forgot about this now,didn't ya? ^_~]

Shuuichi/Dennis/Kurama

From Yu yu Hakusho

Minamino Shuuichi is a 14-year-old student who lives with his mother, stepfather, and little brother ( at the end of the series ) . He goes to an exclusive school which is very well known in Japan. Shuuichi is very intelligent which is why he's often top 1 in his school. He's also very talented, very polite , well-mannered, and very attractive. Most girls in his school are crazy about him and some school clubs are begging him to join their club so that alot of girls/students would join that particular club. But despite of his "good moral character", he also can be very lethal and can kill instantly without hesitating. That is, if someone pushed him to the edge. That is also the reason why Hiei chose him be his partner.

Note:
I cant find a quote of Kurama,grrrr!!! But he's voice is so sexy just like him ^_~ hehehe!!!

~Blue Hawk

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