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Saturday, January 24, 2004
 Chobits
Yes, today is a Saturday....so what you guys been doing???
Me? well....now I'm just watching Chobits....and yeah Chii is so KAWAII!!!!!
Hehehehe!!! Sorry that's all for now.
Oh here is a pic of Chii
Chii is sooo KAWAII!!! especially in that uniform....hmmm....I seem to have found a site for this small pixel piccies thingy,heheheh......u know like Chie's whenever she post something beside subject is a small pic.....hmmm.....I think this is where she found it,ehehehehehe *evil grin*
Oh yeah I'm typing this stuff while I'm watching tv....meaning I'm not looking at the computer hehehe....so I don't know if I typed right or made a wrong spelling on something.....heheheheh
Ja ne!!!!
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Friday, January 23, 2004
 Confuse Emotions
I don't understand my emotions sometimes......it would just suddenly make me feel sad,making me remember my sorrowfull past that I don't want to see and makes me feel regret.
Why? What is it trying to say? How come when I'm already happy the horror comes back to haunt me.....even in my dreams.....am I not meant to be happy at all....how come I can make others smile and yet I can't do that to myself.....this is confusing.....until now I'm still living a confuse life....and whenever a flashback of my memory appears my heart would suddenly ache....it hurts alot....can't control my tears and my fears.....the mask was worn off for a minute....I panicked....what if someone saw me?....would they worry or just find my weird?.....*sigh* I hate emotions.....I hate on what I am now.....I'm just hurting myself.....I don't know how I can tolerate and supress the pain.....I want to let go of the pain.......but then I'll become weak......there is no one who will support me when I do release my pain....no one.....all on my own....as always....hmmm....I wonder how it feels to be hold by someone who cares for you....I know I have my family but I don't know.....I guess I'm already used to being alone....not wanting to be touch.......I've been pushing away the people I cared.....and well I'm not sure if I regret it though....*sigh*....such a confuse life I have.....why is it that?.....I don't know....EMOTIONS.....how confusing....
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Thursday, January 22, 2004
 Poem time!!!
Well I found this poem in a site....can't remember which site it was though, hehehehe *sweatdrop*
Anyway....I really like it so I'm gonna share this poem with you guys....
What was my purpose of life?
To live the way that I am?
What has become of me?
Is this how i'm supposed to live?
Questions run in my mind that cannot be explained
Those days where I was so carefree...
a smile on my face...
that feeling of warmth...
seems to fade away from my mind.
I can't seem to remember the last time
when the world was bright to me...
It's too cold and dark to even see
a speck of light.
Oh why did fate had to be so cruel?
A task that was given to me.
The things I've done.
I never wanted it to be like this.
Yet it had to be done.
But why me?
I'm no hero...
Why me?
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Well....I really don't know if your really concern about this....but our old friend namely HEARTLESS SHADOW (if your friends with him anyway) has come back....and thats good...I just hope you guys haven't forgot about him....oh yeah and check his site...he posted something...very unusual and rarely post that kind of stuff....anyway....hope u just give a bit of your time though....
Click this pic:
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
 Shoutbox where ya go???
Where is my shoutbox???
Why did it disappear????
Can anyone tell me??????
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
 I just want to amuse myself
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
brought to you by Quizilla
Whoah! This is one deep dicription......but I agree though.I don't think I need to tell you why.....if you understand on what the results said....then I guess you understand me a bit....oh well *shrugs*
Ok here are some few pics to entertain you!
Yes, I know that all of them are from Cowboy Bebop but what the heck....they're cool!!!!
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 I love this guy!!!!
You are going to Marry orlando Bloom. He will
always treat you right and is very romantic. He
will do anything for you. He is very polite and
has deep brown eyes and is very good looking
(which is another plus!). He can make anythind
cheesy look really good (like sliding down
stairs on a shield shooting arrows or wearing
pointy ears for example). Congrats!!
Which male celebrity are you going to marry? (10 results that have pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
This guy is so damn hot and sexy!!!!!
Ahahahaha!!!!
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Saturday, January 17, 2004
To all Filipinos especially my fellow Cebuanos
HAVE A GREAT SINULOG!!!!!
MALIGAYANG SINULOG SA INYO MGA KAIBIGAN KO!!!
VIVA PIT SENIOR!!!!!!!
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Ummm.........just a normal day i guess....
Ummm.......what to say.....well today I went to the school fair(again).....and left around 11 am,I think......anyway......got nothing from noon 'till afternoon........so bored!!!!!
I just chatted with friends.....and tried the game RUNESCAPE.....the game is neat!!!
Now is ummmm.....oops ders no clock here....oh yeah I'm in the Internet Cafe playing RAGNAROK(yay!)....and my cousin(Red Phoenix) is mad at me cuz I didn't bring him with me....hehehehe......I'm afraid to face him at home later....eheheheh *shudders* oh well......at least I'm playing RAGNAROK!!!
Ok gotta go now.....Laterz!!!
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Thursday, January 15, 2004
My fun events for this week
Hey guys!
Sorry that I wasn't posting for a few days, I'm just a lazy bum and I'm proud of it, eheheheeheheh!!!
Ok here are the things that have been happening to me for this past week.....
Last Saturday was my Family Day that has been prepared from my school.....
So me and my family went to the place being held (for you all filipinos it was in Rockwell in the activity center) well the first activity of the day was 2.4k run......meaning we were running around the mall 3 times!!!
Whew! was that tiring.
Then we were playing badmintton......well me and my dad and it was FUN! eheheheeh!!!
Then I was playing paintball.......me,my friend,my cousin and 2 boys were my team....the black team....then there's the brown team...which it was only girls.....those girls seem a bit scared on playing.....when we heard them complain about how to play paintball......me and my cousin was like "Ugh! spoiled snob bitches" eeheheheh!!! We are so mean!!!!!
After the demo on how to play we went to our post......when the official said go...me,my friend and cousin moved forward....looking if my opponents would show themselves once they did...I hit one...ehehehe.....it was almost headshot....but good thing it wasn't...or I would be disqualified.....eheheheeheheh!!!
So the girl I hit was out...4 are left.....*evil grin*
well the game went on and on until it was over....and WE WON!!!
YAY!!!!!!!
eheheeheh!!!
Well the next game it was now 3 vs 2......the three was my team......well me and my cousin were out because we were out of bullets, DARN!!!
But we won anyway cuz the 2 opponents had no more bullets and my friend still has so yeah......YAY!!! (again)
Well after that......we went home.....so tired we fell asleep....then after an hour of sleeping me and my cousin went to the internet cafe to play RAGNAROK!!!!!
Then the next day (SUNDAY)
We were watching Lord Of The Rings 3:The Return of the King
Man was the movie so awesome!!!!
Especially when the war occured!!!
Legolas is so cool!!!!! *dreamy-eyes*
LOLZ!
Then from Monday to Wednesday......we didn't have any classes....we were practicing for the cheerleading and pep squad contest....I was just part of the props though....I'm just not interested with it anyway....so it's ok with me....then yesterday (thursday)
was the school's fair or Foundation day......well we had our mass at the morning then after that THE CUTTING OF THE RIBBON to announce the opening of the fair......it was fun.....6 jailers(they were 3rd years) tried to put me in Jail......but they failed, hahahahaha!!!!! WEAK! *evil smirk*
And today (friday) I didn't go to school and the fair is still on until Saturday......I just decided to go tomorrow instead...heheheeheh!!!!!!
Well that's it!!!!
LATERZ!!!
~Blue Hawk
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