Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I was chatting with heartless shadow,I post this just to entertain you guys and to let you guys know......... CHATTING....... Me:Hey heartless shadow heartless shadow:yeah? Me:you know who I really am? heartless shadow:yeah Me:How?where?when? heartless shadow:answers in order,we bumped to each other,I mean literally,you were running and I was riding my skateboard then *CRASH!!!!!* that was painful!!! Me:Hmmm....can't see to remember heartless shadow:next question,we met outside the park of Ayala and we met in thesame school, you were my classmate Me:REALLY!?!?!?! heartless shadow:*nods*yup,we met when we were 8 yrs. old and we were classmated from gr.2 and gr.3,you moved away*tear drop fell* Me:Hmmmm.......still can't remember heartless shadow:WHAT?!?!?!?!?! Me:Hehehehehe! Just kidding!*grins*,I remember,you were so quiet when I met you in school heartless shadow:you were too Me:yeah,Man! that was a very long time ago....I still can't be believed that you still remember let alone having my cell no. heartless shadow:""...... Me:anyway,I'm glad that you joined theOtaku heartless shadow:yeah me too.....*smiles* Me:chat with you later,k heartless shadow:sure,later Me:Peace!!!! *logg offs*

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I want to die

"I want to die",I'm not afraid of saying that statement,infact I've said that so many times already for a long time...........my life,it's so confusing,my life got better then the next it got worst*sigh* Well the problem I have was cause by a certain person lets just call that person 'Al' (dat's not the person's real name.k) anywayz........Al was someone I know from my past,first we started off friends,CLOSE friends even,then after a couple of months,Al was ignoring me,I tried to ask Al why,but Al would just ignore me,so I asked one of my friends to ask Al the same question,then my friend told me that Al was ignoring me because:thinks I have a crush on Al,RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE REALLY IS,Al's a jerk,a complete JERK!!!!!!! When it was our Family Day,Al came,Al tried talking to me but I ignored 'Al',serves him right,damn bastard!!!!Al sed "I don't hate you anymore" I believed Al but in the end I shouldn't because it was a mistake,when I transferred to Manila from Cebu,my friend told me that Al was happy that I left,DAMN HIM!!!!!DAMN MYSELF!!!!!I WAS A FOOL!!!! BUT HE'S MORE OF A FOOL THAN ME!!!!!!!! On Haloween Break I decided to go to Cebu for awhile,then my friend in Cebu told me that Al wants to see me,I got angry,REALLY ANGRY,FURIOUS AND ENRAGED!!!!!!! That idiot,what does Al want now,I don't want to see Al's damn face,'cause if I do I might loose control and might hurt 'Al' not that I don't like it but I'm better than that,I always supress my anger and I'll always will *sigh* I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I wanna do that to 'Al' SOOOOOOOO BADLY

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