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Wednesday, November 5, 2003


I wonder why


I feel so empty inside sometimes
I'm confuse on what I really want
Specifically what my heart desires
It always changes
A man said "The only permanent thing in this world is CHANGE"
Ironic,isn't it?
My mind keeps on mumbling stuff
Yet I don't know why
What's it's purpose
How come I can't stop it?
Would it change my personality?
again and again and again?
WHY?
My heart will ache
When I think about my past
My past.......
It's just a past now
What matters most is the present
Right?
Why am I here?
Why was I born?
What's my reason to live?
Is it to find that out?
So many questions in my head
Almost about me
Does it mean I don't know anything about myself?
Maybe I am,since I keep on asking
It won't stop
Somebody please kill me
Am I scaring you now?
You think I'm insane,right?
Guess I am
Why can't my life just be easy and simple?
Is it because I can take it?
Wrong! I can't take it
It's tearing me apart!!!!!
I want to be free
Let me go
I want to soar and fly
I want to be the wind
Carefree and fun
But you held me back
Back to the darkness I once were
Darkness.......
Can't I just see the light
Just for awhile?
I want to feel the warmth
A warmth that I didn't have for a long time.....
A very long time......
*sigh*
I wonder why........


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