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• 2003-09-03
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myOtaku.com: Blue Hawk

Monday, February 7, 2005

Deep Anger

You Are the Investigator

5

You're independent - and a logical analytical thinker.

You love learning and ideas... and know things no one else does.

Bored by small talk, you refuse to participate in boring conversations.

You are open minded. A visionary. You understand the world and may change it.

What number are you?

Well this morning I was on the 3rd floor in school looking at around the scenery and man the wind was freaking cold!!!

Then Alastor and Number 5 found me there and used force to see the scars I had on my shoulders yes people,I'm cutting myself again ,they were a bit disappointed I guess.

Heck,I really don't know whats wrong with me.I just love doing this to myself no I'm not killing myself.This is just annoying me now,I'm not amuse anymore.I'm just so angry at myself that I don't feel like going to school anymore!!! I want to leave this country badly right now! Everyday I'm feeling a deep pain in me,I don't know if its my sickness or something else.

I just can't seem to avoid this! It's killing me!

I really don't know how long I could hide this from everyone,heck if I know better Number 5 or Alastor could be reading this right now boy,I would be in deep trouble tomorrow then.

I feel like a corpse..........

Anyway,maybe sleeping or studying would distract me,that's what I'm doing lately.....finding distractions.....damn! This hurts!
hah! what drama! I feel like a fool right now.......

~Blue Hawk

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