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Female Location • Philippines, Cebu City Member Since • 2003-09-03 Occupation • College Junior Real Name • Jacky
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Goals • A Successful Pharmacist with a powerful company
myOtaku.com: Blue Hawk
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
A boy I thought who disappeard
Last night I wasn't feeling very well......so I went to bed and then when I woke up early in the morning.......I remembered that I had a dream of the guy I fell inlove with.....I feel so weird.....for so many years he just suddenly appeared in my mind now....why?....of all people it has to be him.....before when we were still classmates....we have a kind of weird and different friendship.....its nothing mush.......just weird......our other friends......keeps on teasing and telling to us that we like each other and all that stuff......but we just tease back saying that it isnt true....yeah I was denying it....and when they tease that stuff infront of me and him....I tried very hard not to blush....hehehehe.....but when months passed.....I have this kind of suspicion that he likes me too......but as always he covers his emotions about that....and me too.....it took me months too push away the feeling Ive been having for him......and it work......but now....I dunno.....Im confuse......am i regretting that I didnt tell him that I....I love him?.....but how can I love anyone when I dont understand it myself.....???......do I still love him....would he be ever in my dreams now??.....the boy I thought who disasppeared?....
A boy I thought who disappeard