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myOtaku.com: Blue Hawk

Monday, April 12, 2004

Yes I respect you because you are a part of my life but you are not my life

I have been fighting my demons for 14 years<
I have run out of energy to fight
The sun may be shining outside of this room
but my soul is night
At times I've imagined I had come out on top of the demons inside me head
And in a way I suppose I WAS winning the fight
if I hadn't,by now I'd be DEAD
But now the dark clouds have regathered,
and I have lost my last semblance of hope
Fear and despair have erased it,and without it there is no way to cope
My life has no purpose or meaning
there nothing inside me but fear
Fear over whether I'll continue to find life so dark and drear
Because I'm afraid if this goes on,there will be only one last path left
And if, in my weakness I take it
I doubt anyone will be bereft........
-From my Diary
Today is a very depressing day for me,I can't tell you the details,I just wanna vent here and sorry if this poem saddens you.

EDIT:
Today is The Mask's B-day so please greet him!!! He's turning 14!!!^_^ Click the pic to go to his site,Thank YOU!

~Blue Hawk

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