Sunday, May 16, 2004

   I deserve this pain,right?

Well I went to the Dojo 2 hours earlier and it was raining hard too.Well hours later all of the students arrived and the Chief Instructor aswell. He announced the 10 people who passed the 1st exam and sadly I wasn't one of them *sigh* Then the 2nd exam began.Our exam was sparring,see on how we can control our strength. When it was my turn,I fought with a blue belt I'm a greenbelt.It went fine but I made my opponent cry a bit though.I also noticed that my right leg was kinda sore.Then later on I was called again.I fought with a black belt this guy was BIG!.After the match I noticed that I have big lump on my right leg and it really hurts but I just ignored the pain and watch the match.Then again I was called why always me? ^^. But this time I fought with the Chief Instructor,I was excited and happy to hear that but I was worried about my leg.I took the risk anyway.I did good,hit him on the head twice but later on the pain of my leg was getting to me.So I only used my left leg,then later on the Chief Instructor is going to slip and make me fall I knew he would do that,noticed him trying to grab me.The pain was too much but I keep on moving doing my best evading his moves but later on I feel weary,I pushed past my limits. He was trying to make me fall again but this time I let him.So he grabbed me,doing some complicated moves and I fell.I waited for the impact,I knew that my head was going to hit the ground first I was closing my eyes when he done those moves.But I didn't feel the pain in my head,I noticed that the Chief Instructor grabbed my head before it got hit it was an inch away.Then later on I went back inline and I noticed tears were coming out of my eyes.Some of the seniors noticed my leg and told me to sit on the bench.I was to tired to protest so I let them.They grabbed an icepack with ice and placed it on my bump.It stings. The exam went on and I saw my mom,who finally arrived,watching my other sister doing some Katas.She was impressed and I was too ^_^ Then my mom saw me,she took a closer look at my leg and she was very upset.After the exam was over.One of the seniors told me to be there tomorrow for the exam.Yup,I have to go.I'll take the risk,I worked everyday just to get this far. I was still sad though that this happened.I would have had a better,fun and challenging match if it weren't my leg *sigh* I'm very upset with myself.I was crying in my room,cursing and scolding myself.Telling myself that I'm a failure.This feeling really hurts.*sighs* but I was joking around with them so they wouldn't worry Well I hope my leg would be better for tomorrow.Hope I can walk tomorrow.I have to hop around alot ^^;; Oh yeah,thanks Dark Phoenix for the advice about how to see my comments.Now I can finally comment you guys *hugs Dark Phoenix and gives a bag of chocolates* ~_^ And I finally watched Kill Bill Vol.2 the ending was a surprise ^^ Anime Bishi of they Day Genjo Sanzo From Gensomaden Saiyuki Genjo Sanzo is an unorthodox and irreverent priest who drinks, smokes ,and gambles. He's self-centered, haughty, and not entirely sane, but he is a handsome gent with calm powers of judgement and lots of charisma. Genjo is in search of the Saiten Scripture, which was stolen when his master was killed. His weapons are a banishing gun, the Maten Scripture, and a paper fan to whack his colleagues with. Quote: "I'm going to kill you!" ~Blue Hawk

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