Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I want to die

"I want to die",I'm not afraid of saying that statement,infact I've said that so many times already for a long time...........my life,it's so confusing,my life got better then the next it got worst*sigh* Well the problem I have was cause by a certain person lets just call that person 'Al' (dat's not the person's real name.k) anywayz........Al was someone I know from my past,first we started off friends,CLOSE friends even,then after a couple of months,Al was ignoring me,I tried to ask Al why,but Al would just ignore me,so I asked one of my friends to ask Al the same question,then my friend told me that Al was ignoring me because:thinks I have a crush on Al,RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE REALLY IS,Al's a jerk,a complete JERK!!!!!!! When it was our Family Day,Al came,Al tried talking to me but I ignored 'Al',serves him right,damn bastard!!!!Al sed "I don't hate you anymore" I believed Al but in the end I shouldn't because it was a mistake,when I transferred to Manila from Cebu,my friend told me that Al was happy that I left,DAMN HIM!!!!!DAMN MYSELF!!!!!I WAS A FOOL!!!! BUT HE'S MORE OF A FOOL THAN ME!!!!!!!! On Haloween Break I decided to go to Cebu for awhile,then my friend in Cebu told me that Al wants to see me,I got angry,REALLY ANGRY,FURIOUS AND ENRAGED!!!!!!! That idiot,what does Al want now,I don't want to see Al's damn face,'cause if I do I might loose control and might hurt 'Al' not that I don't like it but I'm better than that,I always supress my anger and I'll always will *sigh* I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!! I wanna do that to 'Al' SOOOOOOOO BADLY

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