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Tuesday, March 7, 2006


Hey i thought i would post so here i am. Today isn't a very good day i dont think i just dont feel like its the best of days. I have probably been a bitch today or done something wrong today cos i just feel like its all my fault. Even though i haven't been a bitch and i haven't done anything wrong but if i am getting the blame for anything then i will take it. Also i anm sorry if i have been like that to anyone i dont think i have but people take things differently.
Anyways i have free periods now and its totally raining which isn't good. Oh yeah i went to glasgow for the whole weekend to visit my gran and my auntie and my wee cousin aww hes sooo cute.
I really dont know what to write as i am trying to say happy things but all i can think about is depressing things like no one ever really comes to me if they are upset or need advice and i know that i am not good at giving advice but i try my best and i may not be the best person or a good friend but i try very hard.
Right now i keep thinking what my future will be like i keep feeling that i haven't done enough as a kid like not taken any risks or just had fun I have just always been responsible and now i need to be responsible so i have wasted my childhood really. Omg school finishes in like two months and i am not ready for it i want to go back to first year and do it all over. I am also really afraid that all of us in our wee group will lose touch because we will all have our own studies and stuuf and we will all make new friends. So im scared i will definetely do my best because i want to stay in touch with all my friends i just hope they want to stay in touch with me.
I hope everyone is having a good day. I am really i just decided to write that cos thats just what i felt like writing and i know it makes no sense cos i dont even know what i am talking about these days. Just like in RE eh jellybean? If i dont know then how the hell is anyone else supposed to know. lol

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