Wednesday, August 25, 2004

  Whent to dinner with my mom, brother, and dad. Mom and dad whanted to discuss school. I don't realy get angry at people and I don't tend to argue with anyone except my dad. He assumes that all I whant to do is complain and don't have anything to say worth hearing. I was already kinda put out with him so I stayed quiet for awile. Especialy after trying to sugest going somewere else and him snapping at me to shut up and stop complaining. I just thought mom wouldn't like were we were going particualy and I was right. We got into a small yelling match until mom told me to stop entertaining the neighbors and I pointed out we were in the car. That we wouldn't see these people ever again and then shut up. In the car all he would talk about was how he whant me to do this and that ohh and how he's learning to cook, about times seeing how he's 55 and all. So, he gets these high and mighty no argument voices and gets his mind set. He had this kinda smug, I'm better then you, this proves the children can't be trusted voice when he said things like, "Aparently the kids have sports in school and a bus afterwords. I did not know this. They didn't say anything." Pausing after every word. Duh we have sports. I'm in highschool. So, he goes on how travis and I should join and how he called are schools and asked. Call are schools?! I don't know how many times I have to explain it to him before he gets it through his dence head that, yes we have sports and there all competive. I didn't say much but each time I did he just kinda laughed at me. He has the most annoying laugh somethimes. And he whenever I even looked at him he made fun of my lip. My lip? Could he of been any more random. Its my lip and its a normal one. He just makes me some mad. I don't even know why. In the car I was getting so annoyed that I snaped at Ravy, witch it takes alot for me to snap at someone because of another but like I said it my dad but I stood up for him at dinner so were alright now. Dad just sent my mom an e-mail that he thinks I need to take hip hop classes. That I'm (these are his words) cleary coming more introvereted and need to get out more. That this way I can go to sock hops and stuff. What the hell? I will get out if he stops bothering me and not letting me do anything. What is that suppost to mean. He doesn't even see me most of the week. He has no idea what I'm like or what I do when I'm not around him. This is of course of top of the fact that he whants me to take horse back riding that I'm working on squirming out of, school sports witch is not happening, drawing hmmm shes good at that I'm sure a class would be great something I am actualy interested in, and streaching classes with my mom and other 50 something women, witch I don't whant to do but struck a deal with my mom that if she dropped the other stuff I'd do with her. So, when exactly am I suposed to get out in groups. By the way not that he'd care but I'm spending most of tommarow at a friends house and walking into, I guess you'd call it the center of onlney (were I live the main anything worth while in it is on route 108) and at the moment am calling a bunch of people to see who else can come. I am sick of him trying to plan everything I do and I am sick of him not taking me seriously. While we were out mom asked him why he let us talk to him so sarcasticaly. I told her we don't. He invites it and when he say asks if we realy need this for school, pointing to packet of pens in my hands we can't help but give an obvious answer, witch is true. Plus sometimes when he acts like he did tonight there is no point saying anything worthwile because he'll just laugh at you. Tell you you have no idea what your talking about and start lecturing you on something you know is wrong.Witch is also true. Arg.
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