Saturday, October 2, 2004

This is a phone conversation between me and my dad lastnight.
Dad-Hey how are you doing?
Me-Good
Dad-Anything you whant to talk to me about
Me-Not realy
Dad-You sure
Me-Yeah
Dad-Is there ANYTHING you whant to talk to me about
Me-No theres no
Dad-Your always getting a weird spacy look now, are you on anything
Me-Nooo...
Dad-You sure
Me-Yes
Dad-You doing your homework and stuff
Me-When have I not done my homework
Dad-Yeah, well I guess (I didn't quite here what he said next but this is basicaly what I got) if you (it might of been if you or you are or something) a goth you wouldn't (maybe wouldn't or why would you) do your homework
Me-uhh...right by
Dad-...
Me-Dad
Me-He hung up

Okay what? First off how am I goth and sence when does what I wear or act have to do my homework. And did he say I was goth or I wasn't because I'm not. But thats nothing compaired to him asking if I'm taking something. First if he realy thought that maybe just maybe he should of asked me in person not over the phone. What he expect me to say anyway, "Yeah all the time I smoke pot in the basment and in the bathrooms at lunch. I'm also into crack and realy wan't to try heroine and one of my friends getting me some. Oh by the way have you every tryed exstacy. Its grate. I use it all the time when I sneak into clubs and drink then get in a car with my friends and have a wild time." I mean honestly. Second, why would he think I'm doing drugs. I feel like everyone (okay maybe everyone an exageration but you get the the idea) thinks that I'm a stoner or something for some reason or worse I'm going to corupt ther por defensliss nieve [incert relation here] with my evil ways. I miss the days people actualy trusted me. I don't do anything anyway. And theres nothing to sugest I will. The reason I always looked spaced out is that I'm always tired. I don't get enough sleep I mean I go to highschool I don't think theres many people in my school who arn't tired all the time. Besides when ever I'm with him I do the most boring stuff. I don't care about any of it and I zone off and start daydreaming. Thats what I do when I stair blankly ahead I daydream. Serously though I havn't been in trouble in school with grades sence I started spanish in 7th grade and before that not sence I got over my reading problems. My grades aren't slipping either. I'm in double period chem, an ap class and the rest honors. He acts like I'm in second grade. If I didn't do my work or whanted to then I certaintly would be in the classes I'm in and I certaintly wouldn't have an a in chem and be half a persenct away from an a in ap nsl. I don't think I've actualy gotten in trouble in school sence I don't know maybe when I through mulch in 4th grade and I've never done anything serious at home. I am not exactly the poster child for a problem kid.

Well always nice to blow of steem. Now that I got that out off my system I feel much better. Errr...sory about all the sarcasum but I'm kinda a sarcastic person.
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