Monday, June 12, 2006

Another forever since I last posted....
Listening to: SURREAL by Hamasaki Ayumi
Mood: bored, content

Well....I can't believe myself. For once I don't care where I might be moving to or what school I'm going to. Public school I'm talking about. I mean, Education to me means nothing. I'd drop out if I had a good paying job. But I suppose I should try and complete high school. It's the least I can do. Lol, My mom says I'm going to College. That's what she thinks...Seriously I think it's a waste of time for me. What would I study?...

I don't expect much from life. I just want a job and a nice apartment in a big city near the beach. No car, no tv, none of that. I don't need them. Just a computer and of course my Anime. That's a little bit sad I'm sure you're thinking but this is all I want. o.0

Well I can't wait till we move....that is if My mom gets a job there. Seriously who would want a young stupid person teachin' kids when you can get someone who knows what they're doing. Wierd....

Anyways that's about it. I really need to get a job. I'm thinking about Walgreens. I wonder if they pay well.

Okay well till the next post,
Nat
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

It's been forever since I lasted posted...
Listening to: Re-Sublimity by KOTOKO
Mood: Sad that my computer time is almost up....

It's been so long that there's too much to post and so little time. Basically everyday I've been going to school (except weeekends of course) and doing my math work and now if I do four lessons a day I get computer time on my Dad's Mac Mini at home. I love this computer it's so c-u-t-e I am so buying on when I live on my on. Other than that everyday I've been learning more and making more descions about myself. Like my pesonality and learning to accept myself. And also watching Anime. It's fills my heart with joy. I really is the happiness in my dark life. Though nobody really knows how lonely I am. I guess i hide those feelings....

Well I think I've started to write fanfiction again and that also makes me happy. Oh, my friend let me borrow Rurouni Kenshin Season 3 and well, that makes me happy too, lol. And when she gets back the Miyazaki movie: Whisper of the the Heart back I can watch it. Horray for Anime goodness! *laughs*

Well that's about it. My time's just about up. Sorry to make this so short.

Ja ne.
~Nat~
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

   Thursday. How boring.
Listenin' to: Nothing
Mood: Bleh, bored, melancholy, creative

Today is extremely boring. Though I've figured out my future. Joy. Working at a bookstore seems really nice. I don't want a career or anything too fancy. Afterall, I've only got 'til 2050 (that's when I decided the world will end due to mankind destroying it, though not if there's a nuclear war before that). Just a simple life filled with the things I like and my own religon (my own personal one, it's nothing freaky don't worry, I just wanted to decide what holidays to celebrate by myself, not having anyone to judge and tell me), apartment and possibly friends if I decide I need the emotional attachment. Friends are expensive and they lean on me too much. Just someone to talk to would be nice.

I don't even know why I should continue highschool. It's not very important anyhow. But I suppose I should. Complete schooling, take my time, get B's and C's. Nothing too fancy.


I wanna live in a big city. They're so beautiful. Maybe one like Boston. I just think it's nice there. A simple life. Away from family and people who know me. My own life, my way.

Now I'm dreaming too much. But at least I've got a plan. That's good :D

Sometimes I wonder why I got myself into such an expensive hobby. But then again, that's just the way it is. And I know what your thinking. That somewhere in my plan it'll fail cuz I'll fall in love. No, I'm not ruling that out. It might be nice, I guess. But I'm not getting married or having kids. I want my own life, by myself, thank you very much.

Well now I'm happy that I solved that puzzle. It heaves a big weight off my shoulders. Hooray for me!

Maybe I should get rid of that other website. It's so not me anyways.

Ciao, my readers (If there are any of you anways)!
~nat~
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   Another update...now???!!!
Listenin' to: Dew by Ilaria Graziano
mood: bored, content, and once more bored

It's about time I updated again. How many days has it been? I dunno, must have a been a week or less. That says something, considering I'm really a person who likes to update everyday. I'm forcing myself not to, you see. Bad habit.

I've gotten piles and piles of mp3s lately and I gotta say I've heard a lot, it's almost sickening. I gotta go through them and pick my faves. Afterall, I'm moving and I plan on wiping my hard drive in celebration. Some celebration huh? It's called a "Mental Release" kinda thing. Whatever.

I shouldn't really be using this....I vowed to only use this Myotaku for updates, since it's my connection to the Otaku-world. *Sigh* I wish I could get updates elsewhere.

Oh, another thing that's been bugging me: How do you create a Music Rotation? Do you have to have some downloading site to do that? Like MegaUpload or yousendit? *Deep Sigh* I still have a learn about HTML and stuff. It's enough to give ya a headache.

Well, some good news! (Person: You just saved a bunch of money on your car insurance? Me: No, you fool! Let me speak!) *Cough* Well, so I decided where I can get a job and I even did a bit of research *hack not cough*. I'm gonna work at a bookstore. It benefits me anyhoo.


It's now 11:42..and the day is streching on.....so slow...I'm supposed to be working...hehehehe.....this Salva Nos song by Yuki Kajiura is cool....

Anyways..*YUI's Why me song comes on...* Anyways....I'm out of stuff to ramble about...

Ja ne.
~nat~
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Friday, April 21, 2006

   Featured Song lyrics and translation of the Week
Nami Tamaki
New Single- MY WAY/Sunrize

*Sora takaku tsukihanate
Omoi mo subete haratte
Migite ni ageta te no hira
Tsuyoku nigirishimete
Kaze no you ni mai agare
Fuan mo subete haratte
Shinji tsudukete yukereba
Mieteku kimi no michi
Once again Once again hajime you
Mou mayou koto wa nai yo

Arifureta genjitsu mo toki ni iro wo kae
Me no mae ni mushoku tonari sobie u

Hitotsu zutsu kaidan wo nobori agatte mo
Ah tachi tsukusu haruka takai kabe

Since at that time
Watashi no moeru hikari wa yume he to
Takusan no kizuna atsumete dekita kokoro no tate

*Repeat

Mune no naka toita dasu
Tatakaete iru no?
Ah me no mae no genjitsu to yume to

Believe in where I go
Kako yori hitomi mitsumete mirai he
Takusan no omoi shinjite takusu
Asu he no hane

Sora takaku tsukihanate
Omoi mo sube teharatte
Migite ni ageta te no hira
Tsuyoku nigirishimete
Eien ni habataite
Fuan mo subete haratte
Shinji tsudukete yukereba
Mieteku kimi no michi
Once again Once again shinjitsu no
Megami ga ima hohoemu yo


English Translation
*All of my emotions, I throw them high
into the sky, wiping them away
As I thrust my right hand into the sky
I clasp my hand tightly
The insecurties that get blow up like the wind
I wipe them all away
If I can go forward and keep believing
I’ll once again find your road
Once again Once again it will begin
and I won’t allow anything to throw me off anymore

Reality and everyday things, they change color over time
so when everything looks colorless to me, I fly away

Climbing the stairs, one step at a time
Ah, as I stop on the way up, I see a high wall in the distance

Since at that time as I approached my dream,
a light was burning me so I used it to shield my
heart from all the things that tried to hold me back

*Repeat

The questions in my heart,
should I fight them, or not?
Ah, reality and truth are before my eyes

Believe in where I go
keeping my eyes on the future instead of the past
allowing myself to believe my thoughts
and spread my wings towards tomorrow

All of my emotions, I throw them high
into the sky, wiping them away
As I thrust my right hand into the sky
I clasp my hand tightly
Flying towards eternity
I wipe away all my insecurity
If I can go forward and keep believing
I’ll once again find your road
Once again Once again I will believe
that a is smiling down on me

Credits:http://www.namifan.net/forum/viewtopic.php?t=48 http://www.cherryblossom-garden.com
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

   And I swore I'd never use this.....
Listenin' to: GET WILD by Nami Tamaki
Mood: er, i dunno actually, bored?

Okay so I didn't want to use this because I have another blog and I figured since I don't have my old aco , people wouldn't know me and so they wouldn't come by and read. So what would be the point of posting? I'd be talking to myself. But sometimes I can't get onto my other blog and I decided that this site was more important, so the blog will continue on from here. Afterall that site isn't for Otaku. They wouldn't have a clue of what I'm talking about.

Anyways.....Bloggy time...

School started again yesterday and beileve me I was tired. I miss Spring Break already!! How mnay more days till summer....40 somethin'.....Why won't it come sooner!!!

I'm supposed to be doing math (don't ask..long story..) so I can go into 10th grade in public school next year but at this rate I'll be repeating 9th. Theres no way I can finish all this math in less than 40 days. I thought I was on lesson 50 something and now my teacher says I'm actually on 20 something. Theres 120 or more lessons. It's not possible for me to finish all that! Well at least for me....

Alright! The important news! I'm become more of a Nami Tamaki fan and even joined a forum. I don't usually do that cuz it's a lot of work. But I love this one! (links on my profile...) I wonder if I could become a moderator for the site. But first I need to hear all of her songs and refresh my memory of HTML and all that stuff. *headache* Too much...

I saw the live-action movie of NANA of www.youtube.com in many different parts mind you but I saw it. I was impressed to say that much. I didn't expect it to be THAT good. So if you're a fan of Nana then I'd watch the movie. Of course I've only read 2 (that's all thats out!) of the books so the rest of the movie was new. I suppose that's why I liked it so much. Why aren't 3-5 out yet??!

Speaking of live-action, I'm watchting the live-action version of Hana Yori Dango (Boys Over Flowers) on www.youtube.com (that site has everything!). The episodes are long and I'm only on ep.4 when there are like 10 so far. I also saw Nana on there and I found it all about the 2nd book ('course) but it was a tad bit boring. Like exactly like the other. Usually I prefer for it to stick to the original but this time it only made it boring. Intresting huh?

.hack//SIGN has hit a boring point for me. (yes, i know I'm late for watching it seeing as .hack//Legend of the Twilight is finished and .hack//Roots is already out) And also I figured out all the secrets..hehehehe.....oh well now I spoiled it for myself.

Bleach is comin' to CN in September!!! I can't wait!!! That show is soooo funny. I wonder how Ichigo and Rukia will sound in english?? Hmm....I've only seen up to ep.2 anyways so everything will be relatively new.

I'm also watching Full Moon wo Sagashite on www.youtube.com and I'm suprised. It's better than the Graphic Novel (can't say the word, okay....)for once. But it's also hit a boring point for me. I hope it improves. So far I love that episode when 1: she first performs and when Mitsuki-chan's talking to the other classmates of hers and showing them the singing. She's still perfect on the mark even as Mitsuki. I already known that Takuto starts falling for her and she him (person: you looked that up!!! me: guilty as charged....) so I wonder what episode that'll be in. And then...wait if you're wondering where I found this watch AMVs of it. That'll tell you all the answers you need to know.

Any others I watched are Card Captor Sakura ep.1 (i've already seen the 1st movie....WHAT??! don't give me that look!) and Gravitation ep.1 (yaoi...*sighs....) The only one I didn't like was Loveless because the story is kinda choppy but the shounen-ai is great! I'll keep watching anyways, hopefully the story will unfold and things'll become more clear.

Wow...this must be my largest post ever....am I eve done?????!!!....Hmmm yes..

Ja ne, Minna!

~nat, yumi-chan~


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