Wednesday, October 13, 2004

my life's messed up right now
Sigh......ooo life, how fickle art thou!

I had often complained of feeling lonely and being ignored and all that. Today, a boy took me out and gave me flowers for my birthday (2 weeks away).

It was my worst nightmare come true. I had the sneaking feeling that he likes me before this, but I was hoping that its not true.

So now I know that he likes me, but I just want to be friends with him.
For some reason, the only ppl who go after me are ppl I'm not interested in having a relationship with. Crap.

I also had my portfolio review today and it confirmed what I've suspected for a long time - that my drawing skills suck. Pretty much its what they said on my report card. What disappoints me most is that when they are actually teaching me, they never tell me that I'm doing anything wrong, its only now that they are saying that my skills are weak.

I'm more upset about my portfolio review than my (non-existent) love life right now. I suppose its not good to hang my happiness so much on art.

God I need my Wellbutrin and my shrink
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Wednesday, October 6, 2004

God I'm tired
This is my 2nd last semester of college. I'll be graduating in Spring 2005.

I'm so goddamn tired. I've been doing homework till 2-3am nearly every night, and they don't always turn out great either. In fact, for a soon-to-be graduate art student, I'm still really crap.
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Thursday, September 2, 2004

school
Oh crap....tomorrows the start of the new semester. I'm taking Illustration 2, Comic Book storytelling, and a couple of clothed figure drawing classes.

I have this and one more semester before I graduate and I'm scared shitless. Looking at my crappy gallery, I'm nowhere near professional.
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Saturday, August 28, 2004

start of semester again
Haven't really done much lately. Been doing some drawings but that's about it. Nothing interesting except that school is going to start again soon and I'm not looking forward to waking up at 5am again.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

I feel so alonnnneee
Is anybody out there? Seems like nobody is emailing me nowadays except for virus emails.

I feel ignored...
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