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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
my life's messed up right now
Sigh......ooo life, how fickle art thou!
I had often complained of feeling lonely and being ignored and all that. Today, a boy took me out and gave me flowers for my birthday (2 weeks away).
It was my worst nightmare come true. I had the sneaking feeling that he likes me before this, but I was hoping that its not true.
So now I know that he likes me, but I just want to be friends with him.
For some reason, the only ppl who go after me are ppl I'm not interested in having a relationship with. Crap.
I also had my portfolio review today and it confirmed what I've suspected for a long time - that my drawing skills suck. Pretty much its what they said on my report card. What disappoints me most is that when they are actually teaching me, they never tell me that I'm doing anything wrong, its only now that they are saying that my skills are weak.
I'm more upset about my portfolio review than my (non-existent) love life right now. I suppose its not good to hang my happiness so much on art.
God I need my Wellbutrin and my shrink
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