Monday, September 17, 2007

Bleh.
I have that feelin' again
I miss Kenny T____T He's on hoilday for a month!
It's been two weeks and I'm already crappy...
My heart hurts... feels so heavy... I kinda wanna cry as well ._.;
I'm pushing people away again... and don't even mean to.
Today I normaly talk to like loads of people. Only talked to Nate.. and kinda little sis... I even pushed them away...
I miss fuckin' Ben again... don't know why I miss him... It's been so long I can bearly remember him... or Jack and Liz... Maybe that's why I'm so down hearted... Eh... Guess I'm scared of forgetting the important people.
Bleh, stupid past. Hate it..
Was close to killing all the roleplays I was in other day... Maybe it's just one of those 'I miss Kenny' Days... or week.. Heh...
Got back into that damned thing again... the 'I hate my self' thing... pisses me off... but I just feel that way... -sighs- I need to do something... eh I'll draw... even though my drawin' just shit.....
Yeah.. I'll post when I'm happy again so not to depress ya all even more, even though like no one really cares, eh...

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