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Female Location • a cardboard box frm hell Member Since • 2006-06-12 Occupation • hypnotizing ppl to become mindless emo zombies to conquer the world Real Name • alex
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Achievements • basketball star, tennis chick Anime Fan Since • entire life Favorite Anime • naruto Hobbies • reading manga, drawing anime, listening to music, writing songs, and working on my dad's pit crew. messing with all my favorite anime bishies (and gogetta 19), organizing my slitting knives(lol, just jking) Talents • animeartist, math witch, instant poet
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the shadow i can't escape.
fire burns beneath as i make a desperate attempt to escape, all because you found me.
but in the end, i can't get away. i never could, no matter how far you rode with me.
stuck in a nightmare that can never end, do you kno what its name is? death.
tangled up in a chain-made web from all my past heartbreak, i'm merely my shadow's puppet.
"so what if you could see the dark inside of me?" i'm crying this as faces of loved ones now gone appear.
first my parents...then my eldest brother...and now you.
"n-no, please! p-please d-don't g-g-go! i-i d- i d-don't w-want t-to be a-alone!" these words are screaming out of my heart.
still, no matter how much i cry, you can't hear me. you soul drowns in that black sea.
blood seeps from every corner of my body as the chains squeeze tighter and tighter. if i can't let you go, i have to try and fly away with you.
however, this creature will deny me that. it'll watch me become itself as the torment of letting you go is too much to bear.
please oh king of fang road, don't let me fall in and drown.
i beg you to be my guardian angel against this shadow i can't escape.
viper's feelings. the one thing she never let anyone feel was her pain. not one of her closest loved ones has ever seen her cry. her pain and anger become a shadow that want to overtake her body. agito brought light to that pain. he dried away still falling invisible tears. loosing him would be too much for viper Comments (1) |
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i love the twins
Which Ouran Highschool Host Club Member is for you?
You got the twins! (Kaoru&Hikaru)You are more into pranks and other fun stuff then the worries of love or school...sometimes you go for the sane one (Kaoru) and sometimes the more childish (Hikaru) Take this quiz!
Akito and or Agito! Great job! I love him so much!! ^^ I love all of these characters, but of all Agito would have to be my favourite! Congrulations! I will love you from now onto forever!!!Agito is from Air Gear Take this quiz!
two sides of a rebel.
the woman before kai and anarchy looked scary. i and i mean scary, like that face was etched from stone. and her cold gray eyes seemed as though they could look right through you. "just like anarchy's," kai thought. and then he heard her whisper something he never imagined. her voice was so choked up, the word was no more that a whisper. "mother..."
the woman walked closer to the two and kain and anarchy took a few steps back. he dared to chance a look over to his side. anarchy was scared, her breathing shallow and her body shaking.
"annabel." the name pierced the air. "what in all that is right and proper are you doing here?"
"m-m-mom" she stammered. "wh-what are y-you d-doing here?" "looking for my daughter of course." giving anarchy a look over of disapproval, her face grew even more stern. "and by the outside look of things, you're NOT her." kai hear an hiccup. "my annabel was always proper, well-behaved, and was a model young lady. you're nothing but a imperfect, rebellious brat!" "don't talk to anarchy like that!"
kai couldn't take anymore of this. he wouldn't let one of the best bladers he'd ever seen be treated like dirt.
an's mother eye-balled him. "excuse me young man?" "kai please, don't" she silently cried. "my boy, this had nothing to do with you." "yes it does! anarchy is one of the best bladers i've ever met. she's skillful, talented, a great leader and you can't treat her like that!" "i can talk to my daughter however i see fit." kai was losing his temper even more. "by the look of things, you're not her mom." grabbing anarchy's hand, he started to lead her away from this. "come on bel, let's go!"
she willingly followed, wanting to be away from her mother so much. kai was doing her the biggest favor of her life.
when they were away in a cafe, she started crying. "kai, thank you so much." "bel, pull yourself together, people are staring." so she wiped her eyes and took deep breaths. "so, want to tell me what's going on here?" "well..., it's time you knew a little more about me. now, im egypt's national blading champion. but before, i was exactly how my other described me." kai reached across the table and took her hand. "kai, this rebel has two sides to her."
whoa, ok ppl. srry for the major long pause on my beyblade story. but now that i picked it back up, whadda you think? Comments (1) |
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Sunday, July 8, 2007
tears at a funeral: love from a heart
the sky was dark, like someone had painted a picture.
and it was raining, too.
everyone was crying, either on the inside or the out.
water dripped down my cheeks; blood dripped down my fingers.
thorns pricked the palms of my hands.
'nika' your voice whispered. 'are you alright?'
looking up, i saw that you had stopped right there, infront of me.
you held the same white flower i did.
'i fine...' the words are choked as they escaped my lips.
suddenly, i bow my head in anger.
'why? dammit old man, why did you let me in if you knew i would be a reason you died?!'
a spiteful sentence like that never stopped ringing in my ears.
out of no where, i felt warm.
you had come back for me, you were holding me.
'sasuke...' i breathed feeling you take me up deeper in you arms.
'remember' he responded. 'i could never bare to see you cry...'
your hand started stroking me hair in comfort.
'i still can't, it hurts too much to see you like that.'
pulling back, you reached out to me and grabbed my hand.
little by litte, we made to the alter.
we, us, together... the only people who did something so bold.
when that path had reached its end, you held your flower in front of me.
i knew what you wanted me to do.
bending my fingers around it, you let it go and fall into my hand.
i remember that look in your eyes as i braided them together.
'love...' you whispered.
taking on final step forward, i placed down the symbol of our mourning.
you held me close as we walked away.
'i love you too'
even now, you're looking at me with those same eyes.
here i am, your prisoner, and you still love me as though we were genin again.
'tears at funeral' i called softly, unsure of what you would do.
in the shadows, i felt your lips come down on mine.
'love from a heart' you replied through the kiss.
this was an experiment. as you noticed, i wrote this in first person. it's the memory of the 3rd hokage's funeral. nika had been given a second chance at a home and it hurt her so much that she cried. sasuke always feels a stab in his heart when he sees her. now, fastfoward two years to when she's his and orochimaru's prisoner. his feelings of love never left him.
Happy 4th of July!!!!!!!!!!!!
hi there ppl, happy 7/4/07!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! in others words, it's july 4th!!!!!!!!!!!. im soo happpy. earlier i went fishing with my dad, my bro, and two family friends. dad and rick caught all the fish and my bro and i lost fights with 'em, but we had a good time.
also, my bf izzy is here for some sweet treats, like roasting marshmellows with my mom and bro. also, he's flattered to have become so famous with you ppl on the site. *hears izzy calling my name for marshmellow roasting (and kissing)* well, i gotta go. have a good day ppl!!!!!!!!!!! Comments (1) |
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i love the twins 
air gear quiz 
elegant death 