Monday, March 19, 2007

my choice
hey, all of you who commented my possible boyfriend post, thnx for the advice. well i made my choice. im not anyone's girlfriend.
i just got off the phone with him a couple mintues ago. i told him that after thinking about it, really thinking about it, i just couldn't be his girlfriend. we have a lot in common and we're tight friends, so it might've worked. but looking in my heart, i saw that even though i care about him, i just dont feel a spark btwn us. he understood. he always did. he even said " so i didn't get the girlfriend i wanted, so what, i have a friend i can always count on, and that's even better. " so if there's a guy out there who loves, just find a way to get in touch with me, i'll listen.
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   way confused
ok, im like way confused here. i mean, nick is cool and all, but suddenly, someone i thought i lost is sorta back, so i dont kno what to do. should i go out with nick? or should i give this guy a second chance and see if he's really srry about what he did? plz help me.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

paradise
before, i used to be the lonely wolf,
i was the demon exiled from the pack, shunned from the family.
but then my eyes saw you.
in the moon light, your white fur glowed and your scar caught the silver shine.
you fell in love with me and i with you.
still, they are after us.
the humans want to kill us off.
i want to live, i want to have a life with you.
but since we cant, promise me that when i find my paradise, you'll be there waiting for me.



syria's good-bye letter. she leaves the pack and dies trying to save kiba and the others. and kiba is heart broken.
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Friday, March 16, 2007

lyrics
every time i try to talk to you, i get tongue tied. tongue tied. and everything i say to you comes out wrong, it never comes out right.

so i say why dont you and i get together, take on the world and be together forever. hand to hand, tales with time again.

so i say why dont you and i hold each other, fly to the moon and straight on to heaven? cause without you, they're never gonna let me in.


part of a song i love, the lyrics are cute.
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   possible boyfriend
well there is this guy in my english class. his name is nick and he asked me out a lil while ago. i told him i couldn't date til i was 15. he said he only wanted to take me somewhere to ask me something, but he said that he would just have to ask me at school. he asked me to be his girlfriend. he's giving me a few days to think about it.
i like nick, we're tight friends. and part of me thinks it would be good to start a new relationship. but a big chunk of my heart wants to...wait a lil bit. i dont kno what to do, cept wait til i see him at school next time.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

sick...again
hi, im sick again! i hate when im sick. my head hurts, my eyes always shut, my body is heavy, my throat is killing me. it sucks! well i hope none of u ppl get sick.
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Friday, March 9, 2007

   we just...
with tears in your eyes, they told me who you were.
and i just stood in shock.
with my arms pressing your body to mine,
you just burst into tears.
then i kissed you,
and all the barriers just shattered.
we just fell in love.
we just moved closer and closer, wanting to feel each other inside the other.
we just kissed and explored the other's mouth.
our hands just told us things our eyes couldn't.
we were just our own yin and yang.
we just forgot about the real world, we knew just only the other's warmth.
we were judt black and orange, like halloween.
we just fit against each other perfectly, our bodies molded around the other's.
we just found peace in the other's heart.
we just let love take its toll.
we just...



kyo wirtes this poem in his journal after waking up with nami in his arms ans shishou's that one night. anyone want to guess what happened?
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spoiler
thought i would post a spoiler frm my fb story. ppl hav said how they think nami is cute ans i write perfectly along the fb story-line, so here's a spolier. by the way, it is a kinda love thing.


nami looked out the room's window. watched the rain fall and listened to the rythmic pattern it made. 'kyo...' she thought. 'if only you could know how i feel. if only i could show you i love you.' the two cats have been uneasy around each other.
then she noticed to figures in the rain. 'shishou...' she whispered. 'and kyo?' her eyes focused in on kyo's bracelet. those twelve beads mocked him. tears filled her eyes. 'this cant be good' she thought. then she ran downstairs to go outside.
'shishou, what is it?' kyo asked. he looked at his foster father quizically. 'why are we in the rain?' 'because, i need to do this,' he whispered. then shishou grabbed the beads and was about to tear them off, when suddenly nami burst through the door.
'kyo' she cried. both men looked at her. kyo's heart froze. her face was flooded with tears. shishou took his opportunity and tore the beads away. nami watched in horror as she saw the boy she loved turn into something no one should have to see twice in one life.
kyo ran. nami ran after him. 'please nami' shishou thought. 'tohru was able to temporarily mend this shattered heart. it's up to you to heal it. he loves you.'


should i tell more?



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Thursday, March 8, 2007

prince of tennis mob?!
this was the dream i had after falling bac to sleep frm that naruto dream i had where i woke up at one in the morn'. this involves me dreaming im my tennis oc alexa.

so here i am, alexa m., on my way to tennis practice. then comes my cousin kaido frm the opposite direction. he is dressed like an emo underground bad ass boy. dude's got a viper round his neck. i go 'hey, cuz, aren't the courts this way?' he just walked past me.s
so while im ttly out of it, i keep going. when i get to the courts, theyre on fire! thats rite, ttly burnin down to the ground. and all the players are dressed as badboy undergroung illegal ppl, all looking very hot. ryoma was ttly goth. leather jacket, thick black eyeliner, hating all things lite and good, and he had a whole ear pierced. i scream. 'dude, ryoma, ur sexy!'
nxt thing i kno, im in a blood read tube top and leather pants. and ryoma holds me close whispering in my ear, 'im gonna fuck you rite here, rite now.'

that last part was wrong. so so so so so wrong!!!
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wierd naruto dream #2
this is another wierd naruto dream i had. mostly very scary cuz it invilved guys being chipper perky girly cuty cute. *shivers outta fear* that shit so goes against my tomboy emo religion.

so i was coseplaying as my oc nika. a friend of mine was coseplaying as sasuke. we were walking around holding hands. outta the blue, two ppl show up. what do ya kno, theyre my oc's older bros. but something is very wrong with them. hieto, cocky annoying step bro, is all amo shit. embrose, annoying emo blood bro, ia all perky and happy with a pink bow. im like OMFG, WTF IS GOIN ON?!?!?! then i woke up in cold sweat at one in the morn'
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