Thursday, March 8, 2007

about me.
"all the angels are jealous of the wonderful girl i found...i love the changing wind because it blew a soft breeze on your lips...a butterfly would cry in envy if it saw your beauty..."

these were words someone described me with one time. they were so sweet anf poetic and beautiful. ppl hav been referring to me as the angelic butterfly again, so i thought i would post this description about me, enjoy.
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

   back from the past and into her future
the next, anarchy wasn't herself. that morning, she had woken up in clod sweat and her beybeast chip was glowing. 'no,' she had thought. 'she's coming.'
when she went down for breakfast, she could barely eat. kai was in the cafe and saw how uneasy she was. he went to sit with her. 'anarchy,' he whispered. she jumped in her seat and looked at him. 'oh,' she hissed. 'it's you.' 'anarcy, you dont look good.' her face became soft and scared. 'i dont feel good kai, something is going to go very wrong.'
he spent the rest of the morning with her. an started relaxing and enjoyed kai's presence. 'maybe delios was wrong,' she thought. 'maybe she won't come.' but all her hopr shattered when she heard the scariest thing she ever heard in her whole life. 'ANNABEL!!!!!!!!!!' someone screamed.
kai and anarchy turned to see a woman in a crisp new black two piece suit with her hair in a neat tight bun. her face was beautiful but stern and fierce. she looked very angry, like she was about to kill someone. anarchy's face had gone white. 'mother,' she squeaked in a scared voice.



newzflash, anarchy+mother*now+past=big trouble
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beybattles raging on
fire and donaven stood atop the platform, ready for their battle. their blades were spinning in the dish, fans were cheering. and fire was winning.
in less than three minutes, fire had won her battle. next up was blade versus hiwatori, her former best friend. another three minutes went by and another win went to team darkheart. last up was anarchy against vlad.
her battle didn't even last one minute. she had sen this russian loser packing. team dark heart had won again.
kai watched anarchy. he could see she was bothered by something. but what?
on and on battles went, teams darkheart and taisen winning. at the end of the day, there were eight final teams, kai's and anarchy's racked as the top two. the preliminaries, semi-finals, and finals would be tomorrow.


more blading. of cousre, team darkheart is the favorite to win.
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

broken promise
while i sit here, wondering about you, you're over there, hating yourself.
i've worried about you, i still am a bit concerned.
then your friend told me we could talk things through in a few days.
a smile spread over my face, i could talk to you after so long.
but that day came and went, and you weren't here.
stood there like a fool, waiting for what you promised.
now, your forcing me to slip away.
guess you never cared, guess you're gonna keep running away from me, and i guess you don't care you broke a promise.


a friend of mine was SUPPOSED to talk to me friday, but didn't. well it's that person's lost. if they ever cared about me, they dont now.
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

   2ND PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!
HEY THERE PPL, I ENETERED A WRITING CONTEST FOR MY SCHOOL ALONG W/ LIKE 400 OTHR PPL AND I GOT THE RESULTS BACK YESTERDAY. I CAME IN 2ND!!!!!!!! THAT'S RIGHT, I BEAT OUT SENIORS!!!!!!!!!! I ROC AT WRITING, AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT IVE HEARD AROUND THE SCHOOL. BUT YOU PPL THINK I ROC TOO. SO THNX, I COULDN'T HAV WON W/OUT YOUR SUPPORT. I LOVE YOU PPL.
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Monday, February 26, 2007

just plain lost
i look around, trying to find my way.
nothing is familiar.
everything's changed without you around.
and now i'm just plain lost.
forgot where we had our first kiss, or even if we did.
was it at that new year's party?
forgot where we had our first date.
did they burn down the movie theatre.
where is my home?
i'm just plain lost.


feeling better frm my cold. yes, im actually sick and and emotionally sick too. so i feel lost somehow.
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

reason
hey, if any of u out there think im sum twisted bitch w/ mental disease, ur dead wrong. just suffering the worst heartbreak i eva had.
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slowly watching myself die
minute by minute, and little by little, i stare in the mirror.
as time ticks away, that's one more second you've been gone.
tick-tock, tick-tock, the future comes and passes and still you're not there.
i've been watching myslef in the mirror, you know, watching myself change.
i'm changing in unhealthy ways.
my face in growing pale as my eye swell with tears.
my stomach seems to forget what hunger is.
i know what this is, depression from a broken heart.
i know what depression can do.
it can set you down the path you can't trace back.
it can lead to so many things people fear.
it's like im watching myself die because i lost one of my reasons for living.
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so cold, so lonely
my sweater sits against my shirt, layering my body.
but still, i feel cold.
i have my family here with me.
but still, i feel lonely.
ever since you left me, i see no reason to smile.
without you, i want to shun myself from the world.
a broken heart leads to other things breaking.
now that you're gone, i'm destroying myself from the inside out.
i've been hungry the past three of four days, but never want to eat. i can't taste the food anyway.
i've been tired, but never want to sleep. i'll wake up crying anyway.
i've been cold, but i never want to warm up. my heartache will leave me cold anyway.
i'm so cold since you left. i don't have you touch, your words, or your love to warm me anymore.
i'm so lonely now that you're gone. i don't have your company to remind me i'll always have a friend.
i don't want to feel this way anymore, but if you don't come back, my life is going to be so cold and so lonely.
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what are you thinking about?
as i sit, staring at the falling rain, i think about you.
i think about everything we had.
you were one of my best friends.
and now, thinking about you only hurts me.
i cry because you're gone.
but i know that you're out there, thinking things through.
you're asking yourself 'did i hurt her?' 'does she still love me?' 'will she forgive me?' will i forgive myslef?' 'do i deserve her love?'
you've asked yourself these questions a million times over, and i've answered yes.
but there's one question i can't answer. you have to find that alone.
but i want to know that you're ok.
i want to know, what are you thinking about today?
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