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alex
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myOtaku.com: blueeyesangel
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
letting go
there were times when we were friends, you remeber, times we laughed with each other.
moments of being like brother and sister, talking about everything; chatting about nothing.
small little sings of care, a kiss on the cheek here, a warm hug there.
as time grew longer, things weren't so small...but as soon as things started settling down, i turn cold.
by accident, i think i let that get the better of me. and suddenly, you weren't there anymore.
endless hours of wondering are you ok.
timeless moments of crying because im sorry.
and just when i give up hope, you peek around the corner.
soon things start settling down again.
but i knew it was too good to be true.
an accident involving your junkie brother and a knife...and then a second job...
i want what's best for you, always know that...so i say this with a heavy heart because i should have said it long ago...i love you, that never changed, and if you love someone, sometimes you need to let then go.
i made you promise to never do that to me, and i can only call myself a hypocrite because now i need to...i have to...say it to you. im letting you go. i hope you can find someone to give youwhat i couldn't give...real, genuine love.
*gives a soft kiss on your cheek* i love you, and im sorry i ever made you promise anything to me...
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