Friday, May 18, 2007

So tired...
Oh my god I am getting so tired of being depressed... I¡¯m hoping Aimee¡¯s party will make me a little happier... but I doubt it will...
not that I think the parties going to be bad or anything I just don¡¯t think there is any way to get me out of this mood of mine¡¦

Anyways I wrote ANOTHER stupid poem¡¦ god I hate my poetry¡¦


*Can¡¯t*

Can¡¯t take much more
She¡¯s hurting again

Can¡¯t stop myself
Falling over the edge

Can¡¯t give her up
I¡¯ve gone to deep

Can¡¯t let her go
I¡¯m far too weak

Can¡¯t say goodbye
For tears will flow

Can¡¯t look away
Until you know


Yeah¡¦ it just keeps getting worse and worse¡¦
Well I guess its time for PICTURES¡¦
YAY PICS¡¦

Here are some avatars¡¦









Ok now for some actual pictures¡¦









Just a few more¡¦ I promise¡¦











I think I¡¯ve used that one before¡¦ oh well¡¦

One more¡¦



Well I guess I¡¯m done now¡¦
So I¡¯ll be going now¡¦

Bye-bye

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

bored...
yeah i dont really have anything to say today... so yeah...
guess ill just put up a few pics...





bye-bye
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

   I Am SO Stupid....
Hello…
Ok so I gots another poem to put up… so yeah
You all get to laugh at the apandas sad attempts to write poetry…
*sigh*
oh and its really short…
well here it is…


*Heart*
I ripped it out
Couldn’t take the pain
I wrapped it up
Couldn’t stand the sound
So here it is
My homemade gift
From me to you
My loving friend

So yeah…
Once again I suck…

Anyways… lets do some pics now…









ok this will be my last one I promise…
its from saikano… which is a very sad anime and I love it…
so yeah…



well I guess that’s all for now… hope u all got a good laugh at the poem…

see ya around…

bye-bye

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

   back from acen...
hello...

well i really dont have anything to say...

but i did write another poem...

although its just as bad if not worse then the last poem i put up...

so yeah...

here it is...



"Colorless"

Sad little panda
Alone once again
In her black and white world
With no sign of friends

I did it again
She says with a sob
Then drops to her knees
And falls to the ground

She drove them away
With self pity and doubt
And her need for the color
On her soft white arms

I’m sorry she says
In a cry of dismay
As she breaths her last breathe
And sheds one last tear…



yeah... like i said it sucks... but whatever here are some pictures...







this picture doesnt mean anything unless u no the title... which is dead tears...
so yeah...



and one last pic...



well i guess thats all for now... i think ill go somewhere quiet and cry now...
damn it now i really miss my quiet place...

bye-bye
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Tuesday, May 8, 2007

   Depressed again....
As the title says I'm depressed... but i guess I'm not REALLY depressed... just... depressed...

so during art today i wrote a poem... its REALLY short and REALLY stupid... but Iv never posted a poem before so i thought i should just go ahead and do it while i have the chance... so here it is... Oh but it doesnt have a title... so yeah...

Why cant i do it again
Do it like before
Until all my feelings blend
And drip to the floor

Because the tears wont flow
And my heart wont mend
And these feelings for you
Just wont end

So help me out
My dear old friend
One more time
And this pain will end.

Yeah it REALLY sucks... well i guess i should put up some pics to make this a somewhat decent post... so yeah... here they are...



dont take this the wrong way or anything but id really like do do something like this right now...



YEAH...



This looks like fun... *shifty eyes*



okay my hands are like throbing... so I'll put up one more pic and then im going to sit and wait for comments... Hint-hint... ^_^



This is exactly like me with anything electrical... God im such an idiot... anyways it is now time to rest my hands... so yeah...

bye-bye
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Monday, May 7, 2007

Dot...Dot...Dot...
Hi... well i dont have much to say other then im in a huggy mood... so i guess ill just put up some huggy pictures....

so yeah...

























just one more and ill be done...



ok me done now...

bye-bye

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

Happy..
Sing a happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy
Happy Song...

Dang it thats all i no...

anyways as you all can see im HAPPY...

so im going to put up some happy pictures...

YAY...





ok so starting from the left it would be...
Aimee
Michelle
Justine
And me... Apanda...







OMFG its a PIGGY...



YAY... its a PANDA...



STUPIT MALE... (although i love ken-ken)



OMG i want one... *Sniffs and looks around*...



Im so gonna do that when i get home... heeheehee..



This is so f-ing cute...



This is soooo cute... i gonna kiss my kittys when i get home...

ok im done now...
i gots to go in like 4 minutes...
so yeah...
thats it...
im leaving now...
right now...
im gone...
right...
bye-bye...
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007

SO BORED.......
Hello... as u can see from the title im bored... so yeah... i was randomly looking at some pictures so i thought id put some up... so here they r...











ok so im almost done... but only because my moms going to be home like any minute and if she sees some of the pics im lookin at she'll kill me...

anyways heres some more pics...


Yummy EAR...

crap shes here... dun-dun-dun-dun...lol...
ok well me is going to go now... so ill talk to u peoples later...
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Thursday, April 26, 2007

   Me REALLY bored...
hello again... uhh... right...
ok so yesterday and today we had testing and shit...
it was SOOO FREEKIN COLD...
and boring as all hell...
so yeah... i guess im kinda happy right now...
but im not gonna tell U guys Y...
heeheehee...

here are some cold pictures...





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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

hello
Hello… ok so im like really obsessed with this band right now… and I had one of there songs stuck in my head like ALL FUCKIN DAY… but this is my favorite one… so yeah… here it is… hope you like it…

……..yeah………

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"The Sharpest Lives"

Well it rains and it pours
When you're out on your own
If I crash on the couch
Can I sleep in my clothes?
'Cause I've spent the night dancing
I'm drunk, I suppose
If it looks like I'm laughing
I'm really just asking to leave

This alone, you're in time for the show
You're the one that I need
I'm the one that you loathe
You can watch me corrode like a beast in repose
'Cause I love all the poison
Away with the boys in the band

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me

There's a place in the dark where the animals go
You can take off your skin in the cannibal glow
Juliet loves the beat and the lust it commands
Drop the dagger and lather the blood on your hands, Romeo

I've really been on a bender and it shows
So why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

Give me a shot to remember
And you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead
A light to burn all the empires
So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be
In love with all of these vampires
So you can leave like the sane abandoned me
[x2]

Now for some pictures… YAY…





im going to apologize for this next pic in advance… lol





just in case you didn’t notice…

they all have sharp objects…

yay…

I thought id do that cause the name of the song…

you no… eh…eh… *pokes you with elbow*… ehhh…

so yeah…

guess im all done now…

no…wait

I lied…

Heeheehee…



ummm…. I don’t know who should be who…

so ill let you guys figure it out…

good luck…

bye-bye…
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