Wednesday, February 14, 2007

I HATE THIS FUCKING SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!
OMG... i am not having a good day... and of course it just so happens to be V-day... ah...ha...ha... -_-
anyways... first period i got sent down to the office... u see i wrote a letter to my administrater... (thats so spelled wrong)... about some stupid mandatory study hall thing... and how i dont want to go to it and how im not going to go to it, i told him i would be in the library... i sighned it put my id # on it and put it in his office... now he said i was being rude... and i thought i was giving him a worning kind of thing... u no like telling him ahead of time... but no he yelled at me and gave me a whole bunch of crap about ditching and shit... AAAARRRRGGGG... i fucking hate him... and then i decided to start a putition (once again that is so not spelled right)... and then some asshole teacher that i already dont like dissed my idea... anyways i have to go now so bye... and have a great fucking V-day...
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Friday, February 9, 2007

Hello… I don’t really have anything to talk about so I guess im just going to ramble on about something… once I think of something… 5 minutes later… YAY… no wait… never mind… hmmm… ok so lately iv noticed that iv been really happy… not the whole fake smile and nod kinda happy but the real happy… idk… I had and still kinda am going through some shit that id rather not talk about on the internet… anyways I was like way super depressed and I even started cutting… (for those of u who don’t already no)… but im not anymore… and surprisingly I don’t really want to anymore… I mean at first I stopped because my mom told me she would put me back in the hospital… but I still wanted to… so instead I just wrote a lot of depressing poetry… but now I can smile and be happy without feeling bad about it… its like… how do I put this… I used to feel bad about being happy… its complicated… or maybe its not… maybe im just being selfish by thinking im the only one whos ever done this…but whatever…iv also noticed that im much happier when im home… like when your home alone and have nothing to do but you can still smile just by thinking about your day or what’s going to happen tomorrow… I used to be really sad when I came home from school because then I wasn’t able to see my friends… and without them I started thinking about things I really shouldn’t be thinking about… but now I don’t… well at least not as much… so yeah… im going to go look for a picture to put up with this post so ill be right back…





so this is the pic I found… its not anything special… I mean I found it in like 2 minutes… so yeah… I guess im going to go now… I gots to try and past this onto theotaku without the stupid teacher person seeing me… so if u get this then YAY… if you don’t then im very sorry… so yeah… bye… ^_^

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Thursday, February 1, 2007

   HELLO......
HELLO... WHY THE HELL DOESNT ANYBODY COMMENT ME ANYMORE... *sniffs* me sad now... *sniff*...
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Hello...
SaladFlash... Where the hell r u... why dont u post... PLEASE TALK TO US... and for those of u who see this post and dont no who this is go to her site and check it out... shes new so she doesnt have much but shes cool... anyways... Why the hell havent u posted... oh and how is the green skool... heeheehee... PM me or something...OK... so yeah... bye... ^_^ ...



I just like this pic...heeheehee...

Bye...

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

   Random
Hello... right now i am in my 8th period class... which is photo 2... and im basicly done with everything i need to do so i thought id stop by and say hi... so hi... um... what else to say... my "classmate" hahaha lucy just yelled at me for having an otaku instead of a myspace and now she wont let me have any of her mountain dew...*sniff* and its like really hot in this room and im dying of thirst... wahh... well i think thats all for now... im going to go now... right now... im leaving... ok... bye... ^_^ ...
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

   ACEN.............
Hello... so how many of u ladys and gents are going to acen... and if u r going r u going to cosplay... i myself am trying to convince my mom to let me go... but its not looking to good... :(
Anyways... if i do end up going im planing on going as Edward from full metal alchemist... and one of my friends r planing to go as envy... so yeah... bye... ^_^ ...


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Friday, January 26, 2007

   OMG!
Hello everybody... im in my 7th period class right now which used to be my free period but now i got it taken away because i failed earth science... so im like really bored... so anyways now im in a study hall like thing... and the stupid teacher wont even let me go to the library... and last period i had gym and we had a freakin sub... who just so happened to be a jerk as well... im really not having a good end of the school day... cause earlyer it was fine... well im going to go now so bye... ^_^
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Thursday, January 18, 2007

   Finals
Hello..... ok so right now im all by myself in the school library because everybody else either has a final or just decided to go home..... i feel so alone....anyways just thought id say hi and all so yeah bye..... ^_^
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

   Ed
Ok... sorry i havent posted in a while... i can never figure out what to talk about so i end up not doing anything... so yeah... i think im done now... oh... wait... if anybody can give me an idea to talk about please do... ok now im done bye... ^_^







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Tuesday, December 5, 2006

   My Love...... I Wish......
Hello... ok so just some random crap thats been happening with me lately... well me justine, michelle, and our friend aimee ditched all day monday at skool... it was really fun... anyways, my friend aimees mom is a crazy... psycho... lunatic... bitch... person and aimee is trying to get away from her so my mom said she was willing to adopt/be her gardian... so she came over yesterday but then we had to take her to the police staion because what we were doing would be considered kidnaping... so she ended up staying with one of her moms friends because her mom had to approve of who she was staying with and she hates my guts so yeah... thats whats going on with me...bye... ^_^
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