Monday, January 21, 2008

Lyrics and Picture
sorry, i dont have anything to talk about so im just going to put up lyrics and pics.



this is the used CD i just bought and ive already listened to it to many times to count.

o_o

"Hospital"

This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital

Now will you ever rest your head
You end up feeling mostly dead
Pretending you're the last one
Hiding with your eyes shut tight on the way to the hospital

[Refrain:]
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Before I cross my eyes I'm gonna give it up
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars

It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore
Feeling so alone now funny how you wish some way that you'll die at the hospital

You're quiet on the car ride home, you're waiting for your head to explode
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital

[Refrain]

Will you look them in the face
Could you look me in the face
Three cheers you fooled them all [x2]
Come on now hip hip hooray

[Refrain]


at first i really didnt care for this song but after listening to it over and over again and listened to the lyrics i started liking it.


"Earthquake"

She had an earthquake on her mind
I almost heard her cry out as I left her far behind
and knew the world was crashing down around her
I sink now to the ocean floor because I know that we are more but
I've made this mess
I built this fire, Are you still mine?

'Cause baby I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine
please be all mine
I never want you to go
because I am all yours, so please be all mine

She had an earthquake on her mind
apparently the kind that would bury us alive
by putting all this weight on us forever
I lie here on the ocean floor broken castle by the shore and
I made this mess
I built this fire, Are you still mine?

'Cause baby I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine
please be all mine
I never want you to go
because I am all yours, so please be all mine

Let me save us
I've slaughtered us, I've murdered our love
I can taste it, this blood in my mouth
This knife in my lungs
have I murdered our love?
have I murdered our love?

'Cause baby I'm not alright when you go I'm not fine
please be all mine
I never want you to go
because I am all yours, so please be all mine

'Cause baby I'm not alright when you..
..baby I'm not alright when you go
Please be all mine
I never want you to go
because I am all yours, so please be all mine

[whispers:] please be all mine


i liked this song right when i first heard it.


"Find A Way"

Lay your head down just for now
Space fills your mind and you dream awhile
The sun floods your room as you drown your
Lungs full of breathing
Your true love believe

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

Move let the stars suck you in
Hold tight, the night's air and breathe again
Let go and be burnt by the moon
Your hands full of feeling your true love,
Believe

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way
more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

I love you to death
Could you love me to death

I love you to death
Could you love me to death

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way
Letting love find a way
Letting love find a way
Letting love...

One more time to say I love you always
and keeping faith letting love find a way


this song and smother me are like my favorite songs on the CD along with this next one.

"The Bird And The Worm"

He wears his heart
safety pinned to his backpack
His backpack is all that he knows
Shot down by strangers
whose glances can cripple
the heart and devour the soul

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind
mid-day delusions of pushing this out of his head
maybe out of his mind

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

All he knows
If he can't relieve it it grows
and so it goes
he crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from the bird

Out of his mind away
pushes him whispering
must have been out of his mind

All alone he turns to stone
while holding his breath half to death
Terrified of whats inside
to save his life he crawls
like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird

All alone
he's holding his breath half to death
Terrified to save his life
he crawls like a worm
Crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm from a bird
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm
crawls like a worm from a bird

Yeah, me go now.

thanks for all those great comments for that last post of mine.

^_^

j/k

bye
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Saturday, January 19, 2008

Saturday Alone

-_-

Hello, well todays been pretty boring. i woke up at 10 something, took a shower, went to the library, CVS, and wallmart. My mom let me get the new Used CD, and its pretty good, the second one is better though.

*nods*

and when we got home i went in my room played SA2 and listened to the used. i'm really trying to get my chaos as strong as possible. Oh, and i finally got the dark garden and was able to plant a tree.

^o^

. . .

and i guess the only other news is that i just ate salmon for the first time and it was ok. it doesnt really have a big taste, so its like you cant really like it or hate it.

Heeheehee, and my little sister was to scared to try it.

and i guess thats it.

lyrics from the used and then i'll go.

"With Me Tonight"

The way I broke your heart very literally
This ghost haunts me more than it should be
I'm not gonna walk away or turn my head in shame
I never thought it could kill me

A clean slate, one more day further away

Just let me make some time to take it back a little
The way you smile shines the heavens above me
Never going to let you go, I want you all the time
I gotta prove you can trust me

I want you, You don't want me
My mistake for wasting yours and mine
I want you but will you stay with me today

I need you, you don't need me
When you are low, I am not okay
I want you but will you stay with me today?

this song is a lot longer, they repeat a few of the lines and stuff.

. . .

Yup.

Luv ya!

Bye-bye


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Thursday, January 17, 2008

Day 2 of finals
Ok so i just finished my english final, and i think i did ok on it. now i have free and im bored out of my mind, and i really wanna go outside cause its snowing.

T-T

*sigh*

i also have to take my history final which is going to be easy cause im just going to guess on everything.

. . .

you know i think i really screwed myself over. i stopped trying in school cause i thought i had everything planned out and now im kinda worried. if things dont turn out the way im hoping they do then im screwed. i mean ive been really thinking about the future and stuff and i really dont think that anything that i want to happen is going to happen. like that whole thing with mike wanting us to go to japan, THATS NEVER GOING TO FUCKING HAPPEN! we all know it, somewhere deep down we all know its a lie. we're all going to leave high school and go our seperate ways just like everyone else. theres nothing special about us thats going to keep us together. i mean maybe the first few weeks we'll all keep in touch, but after a while we'll all get jobs, lives, and we wont have time for each other. its sad and depressing but its true. i mean how many people out there actually stay in touch with there highschool friends.

sorry, i guess ive just lost all hope in this. in everything. and i think its better this way. i never was good at being happy.

-__-

. . .

Oh, this is random but i found out that the used has a new CD out so i was looking at the lyrics and i really like this one song so here it is.

and i really dont mean anything by putting these up i just like them...

"Smother Me"

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time

Let me be the one who calls you baby
The one who calls you baby

and this is one from there first CD

"Noise And Kisses"

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up


Bye-bye
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

This isnt my real post for today
Hi, im in science right now and im REALLY bored.

o_o

now i should be working, but i have no motivation right now.

*sigh*

oh well.

Bye-bye peoples

*waves*
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Monday, January 14, 2008

Good Day
Today i'm like really happy. ive been grinning constantly sense i woke up this morning. which is wierd for me... i think part of it is because i actually got a good nights sleep last night. im finally getting used to my new sleeping quarters.

*nods*

i also had breakfast this morning which is another odd thing for me to do. i had a huge double chocolate muffin. ^-^

Although i wasnt able to finish it, those things are so freaking big.

. . .

now for other news.

im failing 4 major classes, the only ones im passing are art and gym. so that sucks, my mom said that if i dont pass all my classes next semester then i cant go to acen. and that would suck so im really going to have to start doing my homework.

Um, last night i was horny so i started writing one of my dirty story thingys, and so far ive only got like one page... and it sucks. this one has to be like the worst one ive writen so far.

*sigh*

i think i should just give up on drawing and writing, im really no good at either of them.

i'll just have to find something else im good at.

*coughs*

. . .

Um, i played sonic adventures 2 for like 7 hours straight saturday and sunday. that game is addicting. and the chaos are so cute. ^_^

so far i have the 2 you start out with a white one, a red one, a blue one, and one from the hero garden.

right now im trying to get enough rings to buy the gray egg.

so thats probably what im going to do when i get home today.

Yay!

. . .

lyrics and i'll go

"Love Song"

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

this song has been stuck in my head all freaking weekend, then saturday night i finally got it out and then this morning (of course) my little sister turns on vh1 and the music video is on. and now its stuck in my head again.

T-T

i mean its a good song but after a while it just gets annoying.

so yeah.

thats it.

(shes gonna kill me for this but)

JUSTINE LOOKS CUTE TODAY!

^_^

bye-bye
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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sunday
Ok so on a usual sunday morning i would be blasting music and looking at dirty pictures, but this sunday is different, my stupid aunt desided that she didnt want to go to church...

so, i have earphones on and im listening to another gay movie soundtrack and once im done with this post im going to try and sneak some pics. ^_^

Heeheehee

. . .

as for news, nothing has really happened.

i went to borders yesterday while my family went to costcos to shop, so i was there for like 2 hours. which was actually really fun. i read kashimashi vol. 3. and i sat next to this old guy (all the other seats were taken) and after a while he fell asleep and started snoring, it was funny cause every ones in a while his book would move and he'd look around and then fall right back to sleep.
somebody please make sure i never do that when im an old lady.
after i finished that i went and got coffee, a classic mocha, and got another book and sat down in the coffee area and read until my mom got there, then i went and got fruits basket volume 18, which i didnt even know was out yet.

so that was cool, ive always wanted to just sit in there and drink coffee and read. so me was happy.

^_^

and thats it.

bye-bye

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Friday, January 11, 2008

GRAAHHHHH!!!!!!
I'm so pissed!!!!

i went down to donate blood and they ran out of sign up sheets so i couldnt do it.

>:(

that SUCKS!
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Blood Drive
Hello!

Ok so today im donating blood.

. . .

Yay!

. . .

and thats it.

i kinda wanna try to do something this weekend, but i dont know if anyone would be able to do anything.

. . .

so yeah.

if anyones free tell me.

^_^

bye-bye
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Thursday, January 10, 2008

   -__-
ive finally come up with a word that fits my mood latly. its "boring", i feel like a boring person. like i never have anything to talk about, and i never know what other people are talking about. (like tony and ashley).

So yeah, thats it.

. . .

Later
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

   Hello!

Whats up?

sorry ive been so boring latly.

...

yeah...

do i come off as dark and brooding?

-__-
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