Friday, December 21, 2007

3 Days To Christmas!
Hi!

So today’s the first day of break, and I’m finally ungrounded from the Internet.

YAY! ^_^

Ok so today I woke up at 10 something, and played kingdom hearts 2 for a while. Then I got bored and went on the Internet. But it sucks because I can’t go on under my user name cause for some reason it won’t load anything. So right now I’m logged on under my moms name and I cant talk to anybody on my buddy list.

T-T

. . .

Anyways, I’ve decided to put up lyrics for one song everyday, because I’m bored and I’ve got nothing better to do.

-_-

Sad, I know.

So here’s today’s lyrics

Iris
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(break and solo)
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Yeah, whenever I hear this song I cry. Not sure why though.

. . .

Anyways, yesterday I got to hang out with the asian Michelle, which was awesome because I like never get to see her cause she’s always busy or is hanging out with Karina. But yesterday I got to have her all to myself for like 2 hours. ^_^

It was nice; we got to talk about a lot of stuff, which I think was good for her and me.

*nods*

She also forced me to wrap a gift that I bought that I wanted to return, but now I cant…

*shakes fist*

Oh, and we also randomly tied the leftover ribbon around our necks, so it was like we were both wearing bow ties. ^_^ It looked bad on me but Michelle’s looked cute.

Then we went over to her place and talked some more.

. . .

Now its picture time.



This is like perfect. ^_^



Heeheehee



I know it’s a guy but I still like this picture.

One more and then I go.



Bye-bye

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

yay break... kinda.
well i dont have enough time to make a real post so this is just going to be a quickie.

Um, well today i feel like an ass because i didnt bring gifts for people.

but i do have one gift at home, but i think im just going to return it...

*nods*

Uh, gym was fun. (surprising yes)

Oh, next period i have a party in history.

so that should be fun... not.

and strawberry pocky is awesome!

^_^

bye peoples

*waves happily*
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

My Tummy Hurts
well today im feeling extremely emo. and im really tired, like physically and emotionally. and im not sure why. ive also been really self abusive lately. i was doing the whole rubber band snapping thing but then it broke during gym. then the rest of the period i was just standing there digging my nails into my wrist...

i really wanna just beat myself up right now, but im pretty sure it would look really weird if i just started punching myself in the stomach... so i'll just have to wait until i get home.

*nods sadly*

...

yeah idk.

theres really no reason for me to feel this way. well at least no new reasons. i mean theres the usual ones like me absolutely despising myself, but i dont think thats the problem. i dont think there is a problem.

idk.

this sucks.

Oh yeah and Tila fucking sucks.

shes so stupid.

*sigh*

whatever.

Um... Oh im not aloud on Justine, Sammy, and Michelle's bus anymore. the stupid buss driver said i wasnt aloud on anymore. so that suck, i mean that was like my favorite part of the day. and of course it was taken away. what a surprise right.

...

yeah thats it i guess.



sorry


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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

2 more days to break. . . -_-
Hello!

Ok so todays pretty good.

nothing really exciting has happened and nothing bad has happened.

so yeah...

Um, i free repelled in gym today which was fun.

Michelle isnt here today.

...

sorry, im boring today but also oddly happy.

which i wont complain about sense I'm probably going to be sad all break.

T-T

we still havent finalized our break plans, cause theres like no one time where we can all talk.

idk, i have a feeling were going to end up doing nothing. which sucks but thats just the way it is.

*nods*

ok im done now.

im going to go bother Justine now.

^_^

bye-bye
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Now for my real post.
Hello peoples!

-_-

Okay, so on friday i went a saw I Am Legend with my mom and lil sister, and it was a pretty good movie. it was a lot like resident evil. like the whole virus thing and the one person whos immune and such. and i like cried for part of it but i dont wanna ruin it so i cant say why. but yeah, all ill say is im a sucker for movie pets.

yeah...

Oh and my stupid lil sister was to scared to stay and watch the movie so halfway through it she left to go to the bathroom and she never came back. and my mom wasnt even mad, like if it was me she woulda been so pissed off. but no, its the baby so its ok. i swear she could probably be a mass murderer and she still be like thats my baby girl.

god i hate them so much.

...

i finally finished Deathnote. and that kinda sucked, i was so pissed when mat and mello died. i mean they could have given them better endings.

o_o

Hm, what else did i do.

saturday i just sat around the house being a baby. i also played kingdom hearts 2, which i hadnt done in a while. so that was cool. then at like 9:30 i went outside and walked around in the snow for a while. it was nice, quiet, and pretty. but kinda boring. and i couldnt get this song out of my head, so if anyone saw me they probably thought i was some lonely loser cause i was just walking like REALLY slow and singing to myself.

and this is the song.

"Bubbly"

I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place

And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"]
You give me feelings that I adore

And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm

And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go

I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go

wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while

Haha, yeah Karina said that shes singing about an orgasm, but i dont know if she was joking or not so...

yeah.

anyways, on sunday we went to the mall to look for Christmas gifts. and i got starbucks.

^_^

then i reread all my fullmoon books cause i was bored.

Oh, and at the mall when we were in f.y.e i found kaleido star the second season boxset, i was like so excited. i "hinted" to my mom to get it for me for christmas.

Heeheehee

it was funny.

and now for today.

well Justine isnt here, and like the pathetic loser i am, i called her this morning. and it turns out shes sick. so i hope she gets better.

*nods*

Um, i finally pulled my handle for my pot in art class. now all i have to do is attach it and im done.

YAY!

...

gym was ok, i didnt do anything exciting.

yeah...

and now im in the mac room

PICTURE TIME!





Hahaha, this is so cute.



Ok me go now.

bye-bye

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Science...
Yeah im in my first period class right now and im supposed to be working on a project but ive already decided that im not going to bother with it cause its due in like 10 minutes and i havent even started it.

so yeah.

...

Hm, my knee hurts. i fell this morning on the way to the bus. me and my lil sis laughed so hard, cause i didnt just fall flat on my ass like i always do i fell sideways, which we both thought was awesome. but when i got on the bus i noticed that my knee was like throbing and i looked at it and its not bleeding, but it is a little scratched up.

so yeah, that sucks.

and thats all for now.

im going to post again during 5th, so make sure to come back and comment again.

^_^

bye-bye peeps
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Friday, December 14, 2007

YAY Friday!
Right...

I'm actually starting to hate my weekends, cause they're just really boring. and this weekend is going to be even worse because i cant go on the internet. so this will be my last post until Monday.

Sorry.

...

Um, ok so now for news.

there really isnt any.

just the usual crap.

I'm really excited about ACEN, and I'm just getting more and more impatient.

:(

i mean 3 days full of my 3 favorite things.

*squee*

and i'll let you people guess what those 3 things are.

Mwahahaha.

^_^

yeah im in an oddly good mood right now, even though today hasnt been all that great.

...

Oh yeah, i free repelled in gym today. i was like so scared to jump, but once i did it was fine.

*nods*

Um, i think thats it.

...

yep.

ok so bye-bye peoples
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Thursday, December 13, 2007

Thursday. . . yeah i know, boring.
Ok so todays been pretty good so far.

im trying to come up with some things to do over the break. cause im seriously going to die if i dont.

. . .

yeah, so i was thinking about a trip to the mall, but im not sure if anyone else would want to or even be able to go.

but i cant think of anything else to do, other then going sledding.

and i dont know if anyone else would want to do that either.

Um, now for other news...

Uh, i started a new station in gym today, but i didnt get to go yet.

which is fine.

^_^

Um, my clay panda in art is being fired today so it'll actually be colorful now.

YAY!

Oh, im supposed to go to a Christmas party today that my moms job is doing so that'll be fun. and not even being that sarcastic either, everyones pretty nice, and we usually go to a REALLY fancy restaurant, and the boss pays so we all get the most expensive things on the menu.

^_^

no we're not that mean.

but i think it'll be pretty nice.

. . .

and yeah.

i think thats basically it.

Okay.

so Bye-bye
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I Cant Think Of A Good Title So This Is Is. . . Random Caps.
Yeah, sorry bout that.

i really dont have much to talk about. just random crap that nobody cares about.

. . .

okay, so yesterday my history teacher said that my grade is the lowest grade she has ever given in the history of her teaching. And i know thats not a good thing but i was quite pleased with myself.

*nods with a grin*

Um, the bus ride home sucked. there was like no room, and i ended having to sit on the edge of the asians seat, and Karina was being a bitch and this other guy that i hate was sitting next to us and he was being an asshole. (not even going to go there) and then my little sister was sitting in front of us so she kept turning around and trying to talk to us. so i kept yelling at her and then Karina kept asking me what was wrong, but i didnt know and then she was all like yes you do. and i just wanted to fucking hit her, people can be angry and not know why.

WTF

so yeah, bus ride sucked ass.

and then like, im not sure if this makes sense but when i get angry or sad i like listening to other peoples problems. not sure why, it just takes my mind off my own problems i guess. but yeah, there was nobody to talk to.

so that sucked.

. . .

now for today.

Um, well Justines here today.

YAY!

um, im almost done with my teapot, and im actually really proud of myself cause it looks really good.

^_^

and my teacher keeps complimenting me.

So that makes me happy.

Um, we're having some communication problems with ACEN. i think Me, Justine, Rachel, and Nicole all need to get together and figure out whats going on.

*nods*

and i think thats it.

. . .

Yep.

Ok so Bye-bye
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Late Start Day
Yep, thats really the only thing that i have to say.

. . .

Justine isnt here.

so that sucks.

all my classes have been pretty boring so far.

. . .

i actually ate lunch today.

and yeah.

thats it.

i guess.

*nods*

Now its time for pictures of randomness.

great.

. . .



yay tramps like us!



yay chibi's!



Random girl. . . dont ask cause i dont know.

Ha, i'm looking through all my saved pictures on photobucket and its funny cause i can tell what kinda mood i was in when i was looking up the pictures. like there'll be a page full of depressed pics, then happy, then lovey pics, angry, ect...

i dont know, i think its kinda funny.

-_-



Hahahaha, i remember this one, i love this avatar.



now its my loveless stage.

*sigh*

hey one more and then i'll go, cause your all probably bored by now.

i know i am.



bye
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