Thursday, August 30, 2007

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Yeah... last night I was great, I was beyond great... but not now... now i feel like shit... I¡¯m so fucking... I don¡¯t even know this feeling...

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I can¡¯t think right now¡¦

Whatever¡¦

I wrote some crap last night so I¡¯m going to put it up¡¦

Yeah¡¦

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-Ill Never Know-

A poem of sex
Hot pleasure
Soft touches
Sweet kisses
Bodies pressed together
Things I¡¯ll never know
That I can¡¯t even imagine
Because this grotesque body
This hideous face
Won¡¯t let me love you
The way I want to love you

Yeah I know its fucking crap but I don¡¯t care¡¦ its true¡¦ everything I say about myself¡¦ its all TRUE¡¦

God I¡¯m so¡¦. GRAHHH¡¦.

Well the bell is going to ring soon so I¡¯m going now¡¦

And when I turn 18 I¡¯m getting a gun and killing myself¡¦

So HA¡¦

God this post makes no sense at all¡¦

So angry¡¦