Yeah, right now I’m in one of my hopeful moods, and I keep expecting for it to just fall apart like it always does...
Hmm...
Well I wrote a poem a little while ago so I’m going to put it up okay...
Ok...
-Lie-
Lie to me
Tell me that you love me
And let me hold you
Just for a while
Please just lie
Talk to me
Be my friend
Make me believe
That it’s ok for me
To be alive
To breathe your air
To look
And to touch you
Lie
And tell me its ok to hug you
To touch your lips
With my dirty mouth
And feel your warmth
If only for a moment
Please just lie…
So yeah… I’m sorry for making you guys read my crap all the time…
Um, tomorrow Michelle and Rachel are sleeping over… so that should be fun.
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Yeah I don’t really have anything to talk about…
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Yesterday I went to the palatine football game with a bunch of my friends… hahaha we were all really horny… Well everyone but Ashley… hahaha…
I’m not really sure why but every time I was in physical contact with somebody… well I wont explain that… sorry… you guys probably don’t wanna know about that… hahaha…
Hmm, after the game we went to Tony’s house and watched some crazy ass show… Michelle mad me sit on her for like 10 minutes… god I was so embarrassed… I just feel really fat whenever I do that kinda thing… so after that we switched places and she sat on me… which is always fun… hahaha…