Wednesday, September 5, 2007

My Mom Sucks!
Ok, so yesterday my mom grounded me for the entire school year… yeah… I’m not aloud to hang out with anybody after school, I’m cant call anybody until she’s home and even then I can’t talk for to long… and I’m not aloud to use the internet or the computer at all… luckily I can still go on at school…

Yeah, o I guess I should tell you why she’s destroying my life… its because… well… let me explain some stuff first…

I’m not going to collage. I don’t like school and even if I did there’s no way any school would take me… so I decided that it’s a waste of time to get any higher then a Din school… I mean seriously, what’s the point. D is passing, and I can still graduate…

So yeah… she doesn’t agree… she keeps saying that she’s paying for my education and I’m going to school to learn not just hang out with my friends… I get that… really I do… but she kinda has to pay for school, she doesn’t have a choice…

And I was surprisingly calm during all of this…

But then I started crying when she left… I don’t know what I’m going to do without my friends… and I warned her that if I get REALLY depressed and kill myself its her fault… she took that as a threat… hahaha… yeah… she’s such a jerk…

So yeah, that was my night… I actually wanna talk more but the bell is going to ring soon…

…

oh I got the other michelle branch CD from the library… and I knew like 3 songs on it…

oh yeah I wanted to put up lyrics…

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

Yeah I like started crying when I heard this song… and it was the first song on the CD so I cried through the whole CD… which sucks because now every time I hear that song I get sad… and it’s a really good song…

Yeah I’m going now…

Bye-bye