Thursday, September 6, 2007

I Hate My Life...
Hi…
Ok so yesterday I ran away from home again… cause I’m an idiot… I wont get into detail but it had to do with my grades and what I want to do with my life… so yeah, I walked to my older sisters place and it took me about 4 hours cause I fuckin got lost and had to ask for directions like 5 times… god I’m such a loser…

So yeah, I got there and told her what was going on… then we decided to call our mom to tell her I’m safe and to come pick me up… (Don’t ask)…

Ok this is random but I just looked at my last post and I had no comments… I mean I understand that sometimes people just don’t know what to say, but you could at lease say that you read it and tell me that you don’t know what to say…

Sorry…

Back to yesterday…
Ok so I got home and I had to talk to a stupid male cop and it did nothing, nothing was different… and I said this when he left. So I guess my mom finally gave up on being stubborn cause I’m not grounded now, and I guess everything’s ok now…

Yeah…

Now for today, nothing special happened… right…

Well I did write some poems…

So I’m putting them up…

Mwahahahahaha…


-Friends-
Talking to much
Or not at all
What’s wrong with this scene
Where are your hearts
One sad and angry
The other
Just good at faking it
Why can’t you see
You’re losing your best friend
Why don’t you realize
That hearts can mend

Yeah… I know it sucks but I think I got the point across…

Next…

- J -
She puts on her smile
That bright and happy face
She wears her mask well
Through each passing day
But her mask is flawed
Like everyone else
You can’t hide your eyes
And the truth leaks out
So pull off your mask
And stand your ground

Yeah this is so fuckin obvious… but whatever…

…

Ok so I’m guessing you guys already know what’s going on… the whole title being J thing isn’t all that clever… anyways I was going to also write one for M… hahaha… but I’m out of time, so I’ll put that up later… sorry M… hahaha… its so obvious…

So yeah…

That’s all folks…

Hahaha…

*Sigh*

me goes now…

bye…