Monday, September 10, 2007

Shit...
Well my weekend was alright, but for reasons I wont explain ever sense Saturday I’ve been really depressed…
So yeah, I wrote 3 depressing poems that I’m now going to show you…

They are crap…

- Nothing Matters -

I’m giving up on life
Like everything else
It’s just a waste of time
And energy
My love
And feelings mean nothing
There worthless to me
And everyone around me
They just bring pity
And false love
And I don’t want that
I don’t need anyone
I’m fine on my own
All by myself
Until I die…

- ……… -

When I die
No one will cry
They won’t even notice
The empty space in the room
That sad little girl
Who tried so hard
Won’t be remembered
They won’t even care
Cause all those words
The sweet lies they told
Meant nothing to them
But everything to me
So here I go
I’ll let you be
I’ll take my life
And you’ll be free…

- My World -

The acid is rising
As I put on my face
Thinking about
The rest of the day
All there fake words
Cold hugs
Happy faces
They make me feel sick
With all of this kindness
And because of them
I can’t be real
But still I love them
It’s impossible to hate them
Or maybe it’s just
Me being selfish
Cause I cant let them go
I’ve grown to attached
And I don’t want to go back
To that sad little me
That lonely little girl
With no one to love
I won’t go back…

Yeah I’m sorry…

I’m a fuckin idiot…

I’m just really mad at myself for not realizing that I don’t have a chance…

A chance for anything…

So I guess I’ll go now…

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