Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Why arent you here?
Yes...

I’m talkin to you Justine...

WHERE ARE YOU...?

...

*sigh*

Yeah, Justine’s not here today...

Yes, it’s very sad...

But I wasn’t really sad today, like I was yesterday... I was just SUPER mad at myself... and during and after lunch I just kept dissing myself constantly...

Which made me happy...

And I’m not sure if that’s a good thing or a bad thing...

Hmmm...

Yeah it’s hard to explain... I just don’t understand how or why anyone could ever like me... in any way...

I mean come on... I’m the most disgusting person I know... inside and out...

I’m sorry…

But it’s true…

Oh… and I’ve got 5 years to live… top’s…

I’ll explain… I got 2 years until I’m 18… then I’m supposed to live with Justine, but that’s probably only going to last for a year at most before she gets bored of me… then I’ll probably try to live with michelle and aimee… and that wont last long… then the asian and my older sister… so yeah… 5 years…

then I’m going to bye a gun (if I don’t already have one) and kill myself


bye