Saturday, October 6, 2007

Homecoming is today...
Ok so yesterday I went to the football game and it kinda sucked… there were a few fun parts but yeah… over all it was really depressing…

And fucking emotional…

There was crying there was laughing there was arguing there was anger and hate and love and confusion…

Yeah…

It was pretty fucked up…

And I got really mad at this girl named Mary… and I probably shouldn’t try to explain it but when has that ever stopped me…

She claims her heart was broken because she found out that the girl she likes already has a girlfriend, but she’s only known this girl for about 2 weeks and she doesn’t really even know her… you know… like you can say hi to a person and talk to them about random shit at school but you don’t actually know that person… and I know this sounds mean and all but I just wanted to yell at her… to tell her that what she’s feeling isn’t half of what it could be… other people have it so much worse then that… and I know that sounds selfish but… that’s just the way I feel… and I’m not even just talking about myself… I know a lot of people who have it much worse then that… so much worse…

So I’m sorry for being selfish and mean…

I feel horrible for thinking this way but I just cant help is…

I’m sorry…

Bye…