Tuesday, October 16, 2007

   ... ive got nothing better to do...
Hi!

ok so right now im in the mac room (computers) and its usually really quiet in here, but a whole bunch of guys just came in and there kinda loud...

me is scared...

o_O

Hmm, yeah nothing really exciting has happened today...

i did see my history teacher and she acted as if nothing was wrong... so im no sure how i feel about that...

and i have history next period...

Wahhh...

i REALLY dont wanna go... and i kinda wanna just glare at her the whole time but i know ill be to scared too... damn me...

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im kinda hungry...

yeah...

me is bored and annoyed...

i really hate the song there playing...

-__-

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Uhh...

oh yeah...

this satuday im supposed to go to 6 flags with Tony, Justine, and some other people... so i hope that works out... ^__^

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oh yeah i was going to put up lyrics...

so here they are...

please read...

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I've told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

yeah i think that kinda fits everyone... cause we all say were okay but we all know were really not...

nobodys okay...

god i REALLY hate the song there playing...

its so fucking stupid...

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hahahahah... Justine just showed me this thing on the computer and its really funny...

Hm, i kinda wish i would have taken that class... it looks like fun... -__-

but thats ok...

Oh, i just remembered i actually made something in art today, on the spiny thingy... and i was like REALLY happy...

^__^

so yeah...

the whole thing is like a clay panda holding up a plate like thing... and i think im actually doing a pretty good job...

which is shocking...

cause i never like anything that i do/make...

so yay me...

god i cant believe i just said that...

hahahahaha...

wow im in a pretty good mood today...

although its going to be gone by next period...

*sigh*

i really am scared...

there are lots of dot, dot, dots...

hahaha

Hm...

yeah i guess im done now...

for those of you who read all of this, i am very proud of you... i know it must have been hard...

so yeah...

bye-bye