Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Thank God For Late Starts!
Ok so maybe not god... but someone.

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So hi, its 8:15 in the morning and I’ve got nothing better to do so I thought id put up a post...

So yeah...

...

How are you guys doing?

hahaha

God I’m an idiot...

Hm, well I’ve been in a pretty good mood lately. As you can probably tell from my last few posts...

And I’m pretty sure I know why, but I really don’t feel like explaining that right now...

So HA!

hahahaha

Anyways, the reason I came on the Internet is because I wanted to find some lyrics to a music video I just saw on vh1...

And I foundeded them...

But I kinda don’t wanna put them up, because it’s... well people will think I’m meaning something by it when really I’m not. I just really liked the song is all... but even though I say that I’m not so sure if even i believe me...

Confusing isn’t it...

*sigh*

Well I guess ill put it up...

It doesn’t really matter; I’m probably just over reacting...

hahaha... *sigh*

So here it is...

A FINE FRENZY

"Almost Lover"

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


So yeah...

I'm sorry...

:(

I really am just an idiot...

...

But whatever...

Next topic...

I’ve actually been able to remember my dreams lately... usually i cant remember anything, but now I can remember most of it...

So me is happy, even though most of my dreams are making me sad...

It’s a step up right...

Well I think so...

...Yeah sorry but I’m not going to talk about the actual dreams, I think it would make some people uncomfortable... and no its not dirty dreams, just sad... well no, that’s not right... the dreams are happy, if that makes sense... there great, I wish that my dream worlds were real and my real world was a dream... the part that makes me sad is because in my dream, by the end of it, i start believing that its real... ha, you see I keep a journal kinda thing and in the dream i even think about what I’m going to write in it... cause I always put really depressing stuff in it and really happy stuff in it... so when I wake up and I realize that its not real, I get really sad... this morning I actually started crying... which I know is pathetic, but I just couldn’t help it... it was just so depressing, to find out that the world that I was just in wasn’t real, and that id probably never be that happy in real life...

So yeah...

Heres some pictures...









I’m sorry...

Next topic...

If I can think of one that is...

Oh, I got to drive in the dark yesterday… from the library to home. I was like freaking out the whole time…

Yeah me is going to go now…

Bye-bye