Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Trick or Treat?
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Well my happy didnt last, it never does...

but whatever...

its becoming easier to get over it...

my sharp little friend has been coming in handy recently...

and my rubber band, i have a big welt on my wrist from snapping it so much...

I'm sorry... i know that none of you care.

and thats fine...

i dont care anymore either...

which is odd, you would think that sense i found my reason to live i would be a little happier...

i guess its just my doubt...

i still cant believe anything good anybody says to me...

which is fine, cause i'm probably right... nobody cares about me...

and i want to say that its fine and ill get over it but i probably wont get over it...

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god i feel like i'm being so over dramatic...

but like i said before i dont care, i'm tired of trying to get people to like me...

Crap...

I'm Sorry...

i dont know why i'm doing this...

its probably just to here your lies again, to here people say that they do care... even though i know its not true, its the only thing keeping me alive... maybe thats why i want you to just tell me the truth, so i can finally just die and be happy...

I'm Sorry...

i'm really not being fair...

i'm such an asshole...

such a fucking bitch...

I'm sorry...

Ill leave now

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