Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Useless...
Ok so yesterday i was able to hang out with Justine... which was awesome, i was really happy.
i got to cook for her twice... and yeah, i liked that...

we also got to talk some more about what happened last week which was good... -_- *nods*

Oh and we watched viva la bam, which was great and gross at the same time... hahaha... *sigh*

but now for the bad stuffs...

she got in trouble for hanging out with me, and her mom mentioned that she might have her live with her dad, which would suck...

i dont know what i would do with myself if i didnt get to see her everday at school... and i know thats selfish and pathetic but i cant help it... the only reason why i'm able to wait is because i still get to see her...

i'm starting to have alot of respect for michelle and aimee, cause there just so much stronger then me...

im so fucking weak...

and i hate that so much...

i dont see how they do it... how they can get up every morning and laugh and go to school... i would probably just sit aound my house all day and cry all the fucking time...

and thats so stupid...

im so fucking retarded...

so yeah...

michelles going to kill me but...

i'm sorry...

...

bye...