Thursday, November 8, 2007

   No strike...
yeah we had school today...

which i was actually happy about, cause i didnt want to be home with my little sister and grandma all day... that would have sucked...

so yeah...

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im pretty happy today...

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yeah...

oh, i found out that we're taking my grandma home on saturday... and my mom said that i could stay home, and im like super happy about that. it will be my first time being home alone for a whole night... so yeah... i kinda want to have someone sleep over but i dont know if that would work... my mom probably wouldnt like that... although i guess i could always sneek someone over... heeheehee

that or ill ask my older sister to come over with some vodka or something... that would be awesome...

*sigh*

but i dont know... vodka and a sleepover would be cool, but i dont know if anyone would be able to come over...

whatever, if anything ill just spend the night alone listening to music, and watching T.V.

so yeah...

that would kinda be depressing though...

whatever ill figure something out...

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Oh yeah, i cleaned my room last night. i dont know why, its more like i just pulled a whole bunch of old random shit out and started looking through it and stuff... see i'm kind of a pack rat, i hate throwing stuff out... so after a while of stashing things i just go through it and get rid of a few things... i ended up with a whold garbage bag full of old drawings, spirals, and writings... it was amazing, i got to read some stuff from back when i first thought i was bi... god i was so stupid back then... then there was all the old cutter stuff, like all my old poems (they sucked by the way)... i also had some stuff i had writen about an old crush of mine... and that was kinda weird though, cause i cant picture her in that way at all now...

but yeah i actually had a good time... sometimes i just get in the mood to clean, but i usually just pull a whole bunch of shit out of drawers and then i make a big mess and for those of you who dont know, i hate cluter... i freak out and usually end up making a bigger mess... its kinda funny. -_-

yeah im an idiot...

but thats fine...

ive accepted it...

i think...

well for now i have...

so yeah...

me is going to go now...

so Bye-bye