Wednesday, November 14, 2007

   Failure! -__-
Hola!

*sigh*

I’m trying to come up with different ways to start my posts, cause its always just hi or hello… and that gets boring…

Oh well…

Anyways, how are you peoples?

Hopes you’re all doing good…

Surprisingly I’m still in a pretty good mood…

Although I’m getting more and more insecure…

*sigh*

you’d think I’d be used to this feeling of doubt by now… sense its always there…

but no…

*sigh*

Wow, that’s a lot of sighs…

…

Hm, well I don’t have anything to talk about really… I wrote like 5 new poems recently, but I don’t wanna put them on theotaku cause… well I’m not really sure why… I mean I actually kinda like them, cause I think they describe how I feel pretty well… so yeah… here I’ll put up my least favorite of the bunch…

~ Don’t Believe Me ~

Don’t think of me as nice
Just to scared to be mean
Don’t think that I’m kind
Cause I’m far too selfish
It’s all just an act
So you wont hate me
And I’ve grown to attached
To this way of life
Maybe even far enough
For me to believe
That I was always this way
This shy little girl
Who can’t believe in anything
Because I cant even believe in myself

…

yeah, its crap but whatever…

I guess if any of you really wanted to see the other ones you could just PM me… but I’m warning you there all crap…

*sigh*

Whatever…

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Oh, I’m trying to think of what to get peoples for X-Mas…

I might just try drawing people pics of there favorite anime characters… but lately I haven’t been able to draw…
Not even my crap kinda drawing where I look at another picture… I just haven’t felt like drawing at all recently… I’ve only wanted to write my crappy poems…

*sigh*

Oh well…

I guess that’s it…

…

yeah…

bye-bye

Oh and one more thing... nobody commented on my last post...

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